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Bath
January 8th, 2011, 03:20 AM
sat down in the bathroom and traced the blade around my leg but didn't actually cut.
day five.

districtnowhere
January 8th, 2011, 06:19 AM
52days.

georgiamay
January 8th, 2011, 09:02 AM
day 4 I think.

Kaius
January 8th, 2011, 09:59 AM
Keep going Georgia you're doing really well.

Day 4 for me too

closed
January 8th, 2011, 10:24 AM
52 dayz

Love.Hate
January 8th, 2011, 12:33 PM
Day three

:)

UnknownError
January 8th, 2011, 01:53 PM
Day52

RAWWR
January 8th, 2011, 02:00 PM
Day 3 :)

Mike321
January 8th, 2011, 02:08 PM
Day 4

Alexithymia
January 8th, 2011, 02:10 PM
Day 1.

FullyAlive
January 8th, 2011, 02:13 PM
Day 4

1_21Guns
January 8th, 2011, 03:45 PM
thirty nine :)

tashbash3
January 8th, 2011, 04:31 PM
10 minutes, was stupid enough to carve the word 'bitch' into my arm.

Magenta
January 8th, 2011, 06:20 PM
Considering last night's failed attempt...

Back to day 1. But I will keep going.

Fiction
January 8th, 2011, 07:30 PM
Day 1

RAWWR
January 8th, 2011, 07:32 PM
Day 4 :)

Ambrosia
January 8th, 2011, 10:12 PM
Back to day 0. I couldn't not. I was freaking out.

closed
January 9th, 2011, 12:23 AM
fifty three

Love.Hate
January 9th, 2011, 03:55 AM
Day 4

Kaius
January 9th, 2011, 03:56 AM
Back to day 0. I couldn't not. I was freaking out.

Stay strong, you can do this :)

Day 5

Mrs.KermitTheFrogx
January 9th, 2011, 05:01 AM
its been a year...
4 deep cute on my thighs ...
im fucking weak again

FullyAlive
January 9th, 2011, 06:52 AM
Day 5

georgiamay
January 9th, 2011, 07:17 AM
day 5.

GreyxRainbow
January 9th, 2011, 07:50 AM
It's 9 days today.

This year, I am going to try to stop. I said that last year too, but didn't really make an effort. But now, I will.

UnknownError
January 9th, 2011, 10:56 AM
Day53

Charleigh
January 9th, 2011, 12:11 PM
Day 0.
I totally fucked up my 2 1/2 month's of freakin cutting.
Whatta cunt.

Alexithymia
January 9th, 2011, 01:49 PM
day 3.... Or 2

enjoying_my_insanity
January 9th, 2011, 03:08 PM
day 19....i doubt ill make it through the next few days tho

FullyAlive
January 9th, 2011, 05:05 PM
Fucking day 0!!!! I may as well not bother!

goneghost
January 9th, 2011, 05:45 PM
44 days :)

OnlyByTheNight.
January 9th, 2011, 06:27 PM
around 50 days i reckon. i had a good run but i'm at the end of it now. gimme a day or two and i'll have snapped.

Syvelocin
January 9th, 2011, 06:31 PM
38 days I think :P

Unwanted_Different
January 9th, 2011, 06:48 PM
little more than two months for cutting and 5-7days for burning? idk im feeling better! keep it up you guys!!!

closed
January 10th, 2011, 12:27 AM
54 ><

Love.Hate
January 10th, 2011, 08:41 AM
Day 5.
I have been up all night, with this lovely cough.
I dont know how much longer i can resist :/

FullyAlive
January 10th, 2011, 11:40 AM
Still day 0 :/

districtnowhere
January 10th, 2011, 11:53 AM
54days.

Fiction
January 10th, 2011, 12:32 PM
Day 1

Kaius
January 10th, 2011, 12:36 PM
Day 1

Keep it up you, you can do this :)

Day 6

georgiamay
January 10th, 2011, 12:37 PM
day 1.

Kaius
January 10th, 2011, 12:40 PM
day 1.

Keep going k? :)

UnknownError
January 10th, 2011, 12:41 PM
Day54.

Nevermore
January 10th, 2011, 12:56 PM
day 5 :D

Alexithymia
January 10th, 2011, 03:11 PM
Day 1 again.

districtnowhere
January 11th, 2011, 12:18 AM
day 55.

closed
January 11th, 2011, 09:00 AM
55...

Alexithymia
January 11th, 2011, 09:46 AM
Day 2.

Love.Hate
January 11th, 2011, 11:16 AM
Day 6

georgiamay
January 11th, 2011, 11:20 AM
day 2.

FullyAlive
January 11th, 2011, 11:43 AM
Day 1 :/

Fiction
January 11th, 2011, 12:22 PM
day 2

Kaius
January 11th, 2011, 01:29 PM
day 2

Keep going you


Bout 10 minutes

Magenta
January 11th, 2011, 01:48 PM
Day 4.

Njathind
January 11th, 2011, 02:23 PM
Just realised its 14 days since my last cut :D Although I kinda couldnt really do it for a week anyways :cry2: bad times.

C'mon WE CAN DO IT all of us!!!

Malcolm Tucker
January 11th, 2011, 05:17 PM
Day 40.

It's not getting any bigger. Truth be told I don't give a fuck if I cut anymore. Sorry.

goneghost
January 11th, 2011, 05:43 PM
46 days.

Magenta
January 11th, 2011, 05:47 PM
Never mind. Day 0.

I'm sorry.

Alexithymia
January 11th, 2011, 06:29 PM
Don't give up, Jo. You can still do it. You just slipped up. *cowers away to PMing at fear of editing post*

Day... 2/3ish. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna make it to day 3.

enjoying_my_insanity
January 11th, 2011, 08:46 PM
day 21...eh not feeling to great but i have to make it to a month...i HAVE to

districtnowhere
January 12th, 2011, 12:32 AM
56. Dayz..

Alexithymia
January 12th, 2011, 12:38 AM
Day... 3. Feels more like day eight.

georgiamay
January 12th, 2011, 12:07 PM
day 3.

FullyAlive
January 12th, 2011, 12:29 PM
Day 2

UnknownError
January 12th, 2011, 01:08 PM
Day56

goneghost
January 12th, 2011, 01:13 PM
day 0...

1_21Guns
January 12th, 2011, 02:45 PM
43 days.

Mike321
January 12th, 2011, 02:53 PM
Day 2

Love.Hate
January 12th, 2011, 04:14 PM
Would be a week. But no here we go again.
Day 0. :(

enjoying_my_insanity
January 12th, 2011, 06:01 PM
22 days...eh im feelin good today but the urge is still there

districtnowhere
January 13th, 2011, 12:28 AM
57.days - keep on going everyone

Bath
January 13th, 2011, 05:46 AM
my therapist took my blade and folded it in a napkin 2days ago, and kept it.
So, day 2.

Kaius
January 13th, 2011, 05:52 AM
1 day.

Magenta
January 13th, 2011, 07:25 AM
Day 2.

closed
January 13th, 2011, 09:54 AM
57 dayz

georgiamay
January 13th, 2011, 11:43 AM
day 4.

Love.Hate
January 13th, 2011, 11:57 AM
Day one

goneghost
January 13th, 2011, 01:40 PM
day 1.

UnknownError
January 13th, 2011, 02:10 PM
Day57

I really wanted to cut today at school even though I had to reason to.
Uurgh urges gtfo. D;

FullyAlive
January 13th, 2011, 02:27 PM
Day 0

Mike321
January 13th, 2011, 02:31 PM
Day 3

Alexithymia
January 13th, 2011, 03:02 PM
Day 4... Let's see if I can keep this up.

Syvelocin
January 13th, 2011, 03:49 PM
42? I'm bad at this I think :P I know it's been one month and 11 days. That is 42 right?

Njathind
January 13th, 2011, 06:31 PM
End of day 1

districtnowhere
January 14th, 2011, 12:21 AM
58 days

Nelson
January 14th, 2011, 04:47 AM
17 days...

Magenta
January 14th, 2011, 07:02 AM
Day 3.

georgiamay
January 14th, 2011, 11:20 AM
day 5.

UnknownError
January 14th, 2011, 12:07 PM
Day58
I had a blade in my hand today and I was pulling it over my arm, but I never cut.
It was a close one. >.>

Kaius
January 14th, 2011, 02:18 PM
:/ 0

Love.Hate
January 14th, 2011, 02:22 PM
Day 2.
These days are going slowly :/

1_21Guns
January 14th, 2011, 02:26 PM
:/ 0

never give up.

45.

closed
January 14th, 2011, 02:57 PM
58 :(

goneghost
January 14th, 2011, 05:43 PM
day 2.

Njathind
January 14th, 2011, 06:30 PM
Back to day 0 :(

Fourth Dimension
January 14th, 2011, 07:04 PM
havnt cut since september

Alexithymia
January 15th, 2011, 12:43 AM
Day 5... I almost just want to not care anymore.

Zephyr
January 15th, 2011, 04:09 AM
Just over 16 months.
I had some random urge today,
But I brushed it off = ]

districtnowhere
January 15th, 2011, 05:17 AM
59 days
Aaron, Fran, Everyone - Never Give Up

georgiamay
January 15th, 2011, 10:33 AM
Just over 16 months.
I had some random urge today,
But I brushed it off = ]

well done Steph, you're doing great! :D

day 6.

FullyAlive
January 15th, 2011, 10:38 AM
If I don't cave later it will be day 1

Kaius
January 15th, 2011, 10:38 AM
Still 0.

Njathind
January 15th, 2011, 10:52 AM
Aarony, Louise, everyone. We can do it, one day at a time, yes there will be slip ups for all of us but we can pick ourselves up and make it further then last time. :whoops: C'mon

Magenta
January 15th, 2011, 11:32 AM
Day 4. Wanting to give up so much. Fuck.

UnknownError
January 15th, 2011, 12:05 PM
Day59

Day 4. Wanting to give up so much. Fuck.

Your not allowed to. Keep going. :hug3:

RAWWR
January 15th, 2011, 12:48 PM
Day 1

Love.Hate
January 15th, 2011, 01:22 PM
Day 3

closed
January 15th, 2011, 01:49 PM
59 days
Aaron, Fran, Everyone - Never Give Up

that's great :D
59 too
and good job everyone :P

goneghost
January 15th, 2011, 02:29 PM
about 3 hours.

Mike321
January 15th, 2011, 02:36 PM
Day 5 :/
Feels like so much longer

Charleigh
January 15th, 2011, 03:53 PM
1 Day and 5 hour's.
Keep it up everyone!
:hug:

Alexithymia
January 15th, 2011, 05:15 PM
Day 6!

FullyAlive
January 15th, 2011, 05:56 PM
If I don't cave later it will be day 1


Only 65 minutes left I can do this!
It's been so much harder than I thought :/

Njathind
January 15th, 2011, 06:56 PM
Only 65 minutes left I can do this!
It's been so much harder than I thought :/

I'm gonna take a gamble and guess you made it :confused:

Well done end of day 1, onto day 2 :D

:hug: Keep it up.

Magenta
January 15th, 2011, 09:32 PM
Day59



Your not allowed to. Keep going. :hug3:

Day 0.

Njathind
January 16th, 2011, 03:39 AM
Well, I made it through the night and...

...Were back at the start of day 0, he came back last night so I have had no sleep :(

I'm beggining to think that these are not slip ups, I'm just fucked in the head. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :mad:

districtnowhere
January 16th, 2011, 04:40 AM
60 days.
Jo...Aaron,Everyone keep being strong. :)
Aidan, Connor, That's Great,

FullyAlive
January 16th, 2011, 04:47 AM
start of day 2,
And nat you're not "fucked in the head" you just have to keep trying, good luck :)

georgiamay
January 16th, 2011, 06:34 AM
day 7.

Fiction
January 16th, 2011, 07:41 AM
Day 7... kind of. Minor slip ups since then on day 4 and day 5 but they don't really count... I don't think.

RAWWR
January 16th, 2011, 08:49 AM
Day 2.

Magenta
January 16th, 2011, 08:50 AM
Okay. Will get through day one.

goneghost
January 16th, 2011, 10:01 AM
day 1.

Charleigh
January 16th, 2011, 10:18 AM
Day 2

Magenta
January 16th, 2011, 11:57 AM
Two minutes. That's about to change.

Love.Hate
January 16th, 2011, 12:02 PM
Day 4

Socke
January 16th, 2011, 01:40 PM
Day 40 :) somehow damn proud of me :yeah:

FullyAlive
January 16th, 2011, 01:47 PM
Soon to be the end of day 2, I thought yesterday was hard today was fucking harder!!!

closed
January 16th, 2011, 02:24 PM
6o..can't w8 to get to a three numeral number, so i wouldn't have to post anything with it

enjoying_my_insanity
January 16th, 2011, 02:43 PM
day 26 and doin pretty damn good :) and you guys can do it!! :D :hug:

Fiction
January 16th, 2011, 05:24 PM
Day 0

Magenta
January 16th, 2011, 05:33 PM
Day 0

I know it just seems exhausting to keep trying... same on my end. But maybe we can both try for a fresh start tomorrow? We can get through at least one day. :)

Fiction
January 16th, 2011, 05:56 PM
Ok :)

MadManWithaBox
January 16th, 2011, 06:01 PM
KBO kathy right?

Fiction
January 16th, 2011, 06:06 PM
KBO kathy right?

I'll try :)

Magenta
January 16th, 2011, 06:08 PM
KBO kathy right?

I agree with this! Day 1, here we come!

districtnowhere
January 17th, 2011, 08:24 AM
61 Days. .Try Try Try .. Ok?

Njathind
January 17th, 2011, 10:44 AM
Day 40 :) somehow damn proud of me :yeah:

Well done :hug:
You deserve to be proud, C'mon everyone. We can do it. :)

FullyAlive
January 17th, 2011, 11:18 AM
Day 0 again I actually hate myself, I hate life and I really really hate this!!!!
I've decided maybe I should give myself a "free pass" for a week it so that way I'm not failing when I cut because this week doesn't count :/

UnknownError
January 17th, 2011, 11:42 AM
Day61. You should of seen the state of me last night. ¬.¬

georgiamay
January 17th, 2011, 11:59 AM
day 1.

Fiction
January 17th, 2011, 12:02 PM
Day 1

TheSleepingInsomniac
January 17th, 2011, 12:12 PM
Day 1

1_21Guns
January 17th, 2011, 12:44 PM
fourty eight.

Alexithymia
January 17th, 2011, 01:11 PM
Day 8! I'm gonna do this. I know it. :D

Love.Hate
January 17th, 2011, 01:13 PM
Day 5.
Tonight i just, urgh. I might just give in :(

Magenta
January 17th, 2011, 03:41 PM
Day 1. C'mon, Georgia, Alice and Kathy! All of us can do it. One day at a time.

Charleigh
January 17th, 2011, 03:54 PM
1 Day -_-
I keep fucking it up!!

goneghost
January 17th, 2011, 06:01 PM
day two.

Kaius
January 17th, 2011, 06:04 PM
Day 1..

Love.Hate
January 17th, 2011, 06:11 PM
Day 0. Im on about 18 minutes now.
Wait a f*cking go Fran. Your such an idiot. Please guys don't give up your all doing so well xxx

closed
January 18th, 2011, 12:06 AM
62... can't think about something that doesn't make me wanna do it,,,

districtnowhere
January 18th, 2011, 02:13 AM
^ Aidan... What about everything???

Fran... Come on, Aaron you too.. Jo.. Everyone Keep on going...

62Days

Alexithymia
January 18th, 2011, 02:54 AM
Day 9. I'll be the luckiest man alive if I can make it to day 10.

Syvelocin
January 18th, 2011, 03:52 AM
46 days

Fiction
January 18th, 2011, 06:53 AM
2 days.

Magenta
January 18th, 2011, 06:58 AM
Way to go, Kathy. :) Off to a good start!

Day two.

StandUpAndScream
January 18th, 2011, 07:50 AM
2 weeks, longest i've been without cutting since starting 4 months ago :)

RAWWR
January 18th, 2011, 07:57 AM
Day 2

Fiction
January 18th, 2011, 09:05 AM
2 weeks, longest i've been without cutting since starting 4 months ago :)

Keep going! :)

And you too Nicole.

Njathind
January 18th, 2011, 12:08 PM
Ha, on a couple of hours now :cry: so far this week its never made it past day 0 :cry2:

georgiamay
January 18th, 2011, 12:27 PM
Day 2.

FullyAlive
January 18th, 2011, 12:40 PM
Ha, on a couple of hours now :cry: so far this week its never made it past day 0 :cry2:

Me neither :/
But keep trying you can do this! I know you can!

Njathind
January 18th, 2011, 01:33 PM
Me neither :/
But keep trying you can do this! I know you can!

I'm sorry but I dont think I can. This shit's good.

Alexithymia
January 18th, 2011, 01:35 PM
Still Day 9. Oh, why can't this day be over?

UnknownError
January 18th, 2011, 02:11 PM
Day62

Kaius
January 18th, 2011, 04:10 PM
day 0

Love.Hate
January 18th, 2011, 05:12 PM
I have been debating whether to write on this or not.
But what the heck.

Day one.

Magenta
January 18th, 2011, 08:53 PM
Day 0. Suck at following my own rules and I figured out why. So starting tomorrow, I'm sticking with it and fixing the problem I have.

Alexithymia
January 18th, 2011, 11:14 PM
Go, Jo! You can do this!
Day 10, by the way! Well, still day 9, but I won't cut.

StandUpAndScream
January 18th, 2011, 11:28 PM
2 weeks and 1 day :)

TheSleepingInsomniac
January 19th, 2011, 06:45 AM
Day 2

Magenta
January 19th, 2011, 07:24 AM
I'm proud of you, Alice.

Day one.

Malcolm Tucker
January 19th, 2011, 08:58 AM
49 I think.

districtnowhere
January 19th, 2011, 08:59 AM
I'm proud of every single one. just keep trying. You can make it.

Day 63.

ashleighhxbby
January 19th, 2011, 10:19 AM
2 weeks cut free. I've wanted to, I just couldn't make myself do it.

Love.Hate
January 19th, 2011, 11:57 AM
Day 2

georgiamay
January 19th, 2011, 12:57 PM
day 3.

whereismymind
January 19th, 2011, 01:23 PM
1 week

MadManWithaBox
January 19th, 2011, 01:34 PM
9 hours. Be less later.

closed
January 19th, 2011, 01:43 PM
63...

UnknownError
January 19th, 2011, 01:47 PM
Day63

rockrooster11
January 19th, 2011, 01:49 PM
Day 2.

tashbash3
January 19th, 2011, 03:48 PM
day 4.

RAWWR
January 19th, 2011, 04:43 PM
3 days :)
Thats the longest i've managed to go in a few weeks now, so i'm happy :)

goneghost
January 19th, 2011, 04:50 PM
day 4.

Alexithymia
January 19th, 2011, 06:41 PM
Day 10

enjoying_my_insanity
January 19th, 2011, 08:53 PM
29 days

FullyAlive
January 20th, 2011, 11:50 AM
I've done it I've lasted an entire day!
I've been slipping a lot recently :/
But it's not my fault it's just so hard!
So anyway day 1!!

Alexithymia
January 20th, 2011, 11:58 AM
Day 11 sucks so much!

RAWWR
January 20th, 2011, 12:50 PM
4 days!

Tristin.
January 20th, 2011, 12:52 PM
day 3 :/

georgiamay
January 20th, 2011, 12:58 PM
day 4.

MadManWithaBox
January 20th, 2011, 01:01 PM
Like.... 8 hours.

Love.Hate
January 20th, 2011, 01:03 PM
Day 0.
Im really dissapointed with myself.
But im going to make it a week this time, Im determined!

UnknownError
January 20th, 2011, 01:06 PM
Day64.

goneghost
January 20th, 2011, 04:13 PM
5 days.

enjoying_my_insanity
January 20th, 2011, 06:00 PM
30 days...omg a month! :D

RAWWR
January 21st, 2011, 06:36 AM
Day 5

ashleighhxbby
January 21st, 2011, 10:39 AM
2 weeks, 5 days.
this is so hard for me.
pray for me, please.

closed
January 21st, 2011, 10:54 AM
Day 0.
Im really dissapointed with myself.
But im going to make it a week this time, Im determined!

Hey, it's OK to slip :) I'm sure you can do it, and never cut again..
We are all here for you <3 :hug:

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