Non Self Harm Calendar!

[ShatteredWings]

get through the next seven days eliot, it'll be better by then

[SirRawrsalot]

For my arms it willl be, bu not for my mind.

[byee]

Oh, Elliot, you'll be OK if you just get in touch with the good things that are a part of you. Do that, get in touch with those things that make you special, the things, perhaps, that the people in Italia recognized and are willing to now pay for.

[SirRawrsalot]

I appreciate and love and am excited for all of that (leaving), but cutting can't take it away. I've been arguing with myself all night and the dumbass side is winning. I'm trying. I don't want to gash my wrist. Just a small cut.

[theOperaGhost]

You can keep going, Elliot. At least make it a full week. Hopefully then after that, keep going.

[byee]

Elliot, you're not paying attention here.

Focus on those things that make you special, those things that the Italians are now willing to invest in. They're investing in YOU, they're giving you money. You're way to self focused here, think of it from a different perspective, and stay involved with that.

Often, people get so involved in themselves and their perspective in things that they actually believe it, and that it is the only thing that is correct. This is often wrong, you have proof of that, thery'e are independent, objective people who obviously see you differently (and, might I add, more accurately!) than yourself. Choose them.

And, maybe tell me about the things that will be most cool about being back in Italy.

[SirRawrsalot]

That's a revelation if I've ever had one. My perspective has been THE perspective since I was born. I've never thought about it as "investing in me". Why is it that every time I'm SO sure I'm right, you have to come and prove me wrong? One day Sam.... one day I'll be in that tower and you'll have been knocked out :P lol And technically it's been week and 12 minutes I've been cut free. And I think talking about how great Italy is compared to....everywhere else is spam in this forum (PM me if you'd really like to know what is so great about where I'm heading.)

[byee]

A real strength you have, Elliot, is that you'll eventually listen to reason. Now, if we can just make that interval a bit shorter. Sometimes, you need someone who believes in you more than you do in yourself.

I'd love to here about Italy, esp from a native! I have spent some summers there (as you know), we can talk about it anytime. For instance, if you have a place that is better than Nannini's in Siena, i'd like to know about it.

[SirRawrsalot]

Sadly I have no voices of reason outside of this website.

A native? I can't wait to be that flattered to have that title again. You mean Nanini's my favorite ice cream place in siena? It doesn't get much better than there. lol

[byee]

Kindred souls, huh? I actually found a place that sells their pan forte around Christmas time here in NYC! I love Siena. I have many happy memories from there.

I think there's nothing unique about this place for you, Elliot, eventhough I acknowledge it's specialness for you. YOU have made it that way, you were able to make this place what it means for you, it's of entirely your creation. You can do it out there, in the real world, too. The same abilities and skills (and success) is available to you. Make that happen, and the cutting and unhappiness will be things from your past.
Just get out of your own head long enough to see what everyone else thinks of you. It is very much different (unfortunately) than the dialogue you have with yourself.

[SirRawrsalot]

Ya, they have some nice places in NYC that have some food, that practically give me flashbacks.

That place is my home. I feel as though I've been in a strange and very different place for 9 years with no way back. I hope it's as easy as it sounds to make "unhappiness and cutting..." be things of the past.

[electric7rocker]

i believe in you

[ShatteredWings]

and rowan, how have you been doing??


just checked my calender:
nine weeks xD woot!

[BeautifulSilence]

girl;321656']
just checked my calender:
nine weeks xD woot!

*APPLAUDS* Well done :D Is it like easy now?

[ShatteredWings]

haha..
um..


not exactly

but its easyer

[SirRawrsalot]

8 days I've been drinking a lot of Pepsi because the caffeine takes my mind off it (probably 7 or 8 per day)

[electric7rocker]

anything thatll take your mind off it

4 weeks 4 days for me
but ive punched walls and doors to the point of bleeding
and banged my head on things and such

[BlackenedSilver]

Everyone has done so well! This is only my 3rd day without it and not even sure if I will get through today, as I dont feel like doing it until like late at night. Unless Ive been put under a lot of stress that day. Good luck everyone!!
xx

[SirRawrsalot]

You can do it. You just have to say that you can and will. Be positive.

DAY 9

[electric7rocker]

GO ELLIOT!
i know you can keep going!!!
great job leigh too :P were all rooting you on!!

[ShatteredWings]

someone bite me....

please?


sometimes exaustion works in my favor...cause i don think i coul've did anything even if i tried..i was to tired to try....

[Malcolm Tucker]

Gwynn you have keep going mate. I know in you that you can; be strong; you have to. Please. Don't do anything that you will regret later. If you need to talk you have me ok? Please keep going!:)

[ShatteredWings]

i
should
be
stronger....


god...




i..i just cant do it...i shoudlnt. it'ed let everyone who ACTUALYL cares down

[BlackenedSilver]

My 6th day cut free!! woo!! Hoping I can make it a 7th!

Dont let go just keep trying! you can do it!
Good luck everyone!
xxx

[NextToNormal]

good job leigh...i know you can make it to day 7!!!

[SirRawrsalot]

Alright, good job everybody.


Day 12 coming up on 2 weeks. I've been way too busy to think about cutting.

[ShatteredWings]

yes i do think that entertaiment helps xD

[SirRawrsalot]

Or work. Lots of work (and money :D )

[theOperaGhost]

Good job, Elliot! Keep it up!

[BlackenedSilver]

Well done everyone!! Keep going!!

I made it a 7th and then an 8th!! yay! Everything went wrong last night and it was all my fault fo not being organised and not wanting to let anyone down. But I got through all the urges. yay!!
xxx

[ShatteredWings]

yay!!


em...ten weeks today..shockingly...idk how i made it but i did

[NextToNormal]

congrats on ten weeks gwyn!!!

today makes 100 days for me...never thought i would make it this far.
yay!!

[ShatteredWings]

yay!! [i did the math, thats longer than what ive gotten]

party?

[NextToNormal]

yeah...party!!

[BlackenedSilver]

Yay!! Congrats!!

2 weeks and 2 days now!! yay!!!
xxx

[ShatteredWings]

11 weeks.


my arms and hands feel very weird today though.. i hate myself for what i've doen before

[AutumnDae]

Gwyn, 11 weeks? That's awesome. Great job!

BlackenedSilver Great job! Keep going. Take it a day at a time.

[ShatteredWings]

yay!


hm, i kinda wish i had someone with me at night though... thats when its the worst

[BeautifulSilence]

I've lost count, it's prob'ly around 2 months :D

[ShatteredWings]

yay! well.. you caann go through the posts on here :P hah

[AutumnDae]

Good job Laura.

And Gwyn, when it's bad at night hug a teddy bear. I always find my stuffed moose to be quite comforting when I am upset.

[ShatteredWings]

.. the bunny just isntthesame.... it dosn't rub the hurtie away



*child moment*

[AutumnDae]

Well, I would let you borrow my moose although I need him lately.

What about...I don't know, anything else. Maybe distract yourself at night. Stay up late so by the time you are going to bed you fall asleep soon after you turn out the lights or something,

[ShatteredWings]

haha. that's what i've been having to do...... do you have any use for a 3ft braid of yarn?

[AutumnDae]

Not at the moment.

My moose is sitting on my lap right now, and I'm half hugging him. I think I'm good for now. How are you feeling today? Feeling good about non self harming?

[ShatteredWings]

yeah, i think i'm ok.. my head hurts enough :P

[Zan0ra]

I haven't fealt so good this week. But I never thought about cutting, even for a second. Why go waste my perfect never cut-ed myself record on one lousy week.

[electric7rocker]

man ive been so close this week cuz my moms in arizona
i think the only thing stopping me is how often ive been seeing my dad and i cant get caught

[Coesistere]

I dont know how many days total it has been but unfortunately i gave into my frustration one day and did about 3 slits on my arm, lucky they are almost invisable
but the important thing is i was able to last. I belive my last cut befor this week was on May 30th so about 3 mounths i guess

[theOperaGhost]

Awesome job, Matt! Keep it up.

[electric7rocker]

>< im so stressed out right now
so fucking close im going numb

[Ryandel]

been a month. im doing this for my brother

[Xistrance]

ack. im in disgust of myself. been fine for 5 months of no cutting after a constant torture of my arms and hands for a continuous 910days. had to supress my self after bringing my story to the forum, It is the last time, tomorrow im going to hospital.

[BlackenedSilver]

Its been about 3 weeks for me, I have been way to distracted to do it, but any spare time I get I just think about how great everything has been since I stopped.. But I still want to slightly!
I also recently got a bf and being with him makes me feel all happy!!
Good luck everyone, hope you can all get through it!!
(Eventhough most have gone way longer than me)

xxx

[ShatteredWings]

just over 3 months.. yay!! i've had a crappy few days, but i think i'm ok..

[The Batman]

It's been 1 month.

[Lumo]

it's been about 2 months for me. I'm still trying really hard not to though.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

OMG
I'VE ALMOST GONE HALF A YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
5 and a half months.
thats the best i've ever done.


everyone keep up the good work!

things i think about when im thinking of cutting:
i already have enough scars.
i dont want my friends to pity me and think im pathedic.
IT JUST MAKES YOU FEEL WORSE and feel sorry for yourself.
why feel sorry for yourself when you can feel proud!
hopes that helps at least one person.

[ShatteredWings]

*jumps on tegan*

AWSOME!!!

[electric7rocker]

none tonight....

[Malcolm Tucker]

That's good. If you can go one night, then you can go one more, and one more, and so on until you realise that there's something else besides cutting, hang in there Rowan :)

[NextToNormal]

today makes 119 days since i last cut. feels pretty good.

[Malcolm Tucker]

today makes 119 days since i last cut. feels pretty good.

119! omg that is awesome :) Congratulations :) And so it should feel good, it feels much better than what you quit from :) I'm super proud Kell :D

[ShatteredWings]

yay! (i have nothing to announce)

[Axellance]

It's gotta be close to 3 months and im still doing great!!

[theOperaGhost]

Awesome, Lance!!! Keep it up!!

[NextToNormal]

great job lance!!!

[ShatteredWings]

emm


i had to check, but.. fourteen weeks tomorow (or 3mo. 2wk, whatever)

[paintballer42]

3 day with no cuts

[ShatteredWings]

yay

gonna do four?

[BeautifulSilence]

I think I'm over cutting now :) but... I've thought that before? It's definitely different this time, though. I dunno what it is but, for the last couple of weeks...? I'm just happier...

[The Batman]

I think my last time was somewhere around my birthday so it's almost 2 months

[BeautifulSilence]

Yeah! *Hugs* Keep going, do you still get urges? It was after about 2 months when mine started to stop.

[The Batman]

I do every now and then but I have another way of handling it that isn't very healthy(no drugs).

[BeautifulSilence]

Well, when you hold on to not self harming long enough, the urges will be so low that they're unnoticeable. Maybe then, you can deal with your other unhealthy obsession? Good luck, hun :D

[The Batman]

Thanks babe

[ShatteredWings]

15..[weeks, not days]
but gosh. ...stress level on HIGH right now..

[thesphinx]

Good Job!

[electric7rocker]

keep going it is soooo worth it

2 and a half weeks

[ShatteredWings]

i know :)

found my gum, for the first timie in over a month (hey, thats actualyl a good(!) thing)

i'm okay...

[japanman]

keep going it is soooo worth it

2 and a half weeks

woooooooooooooooott *throws patented HOORAH!! pie at roan*

girl;347211']i know :)

found my gum, for the first timie in over a month (hey, thats actualyl a good(!) thing)

i'm okay...

Awsomness *throws patented happy pie and congratz pie at gywn* Great work and the gum will help lots ^_^ keep it up

[paintballer42]

11 days and i keep wanting to cut but i tell myself its not worth it

[thesphinx]

that's awesome keep up the good work!!

[ShatteredWings]

yeah :D really, few weeks are hard, but...then it USUALLY gets easier

[BeautifulSilence]

I really came close to cutting last night; my mum's such a bitch to me and she wonder's why I self harmed for so long!
The only thing that stopped me was the fact that I'd thrown my equipment away, if I really needed to, I could've easily used my nails...

[ShatteredWings]

i think we need hugs all around :hug2:

no sharp things missy :)

atm, my hand is KILLING me, serously it's been over three months. over six since i was bad... wtf? :rolleyes:

[LoneWanderer]

i totally disagree, if smoking stops your depression then its definatly a positive.

but cutting can leave a scar, nothing more, whereas smoking can damage you for life. I haven't cut in about a year now but when i stopped i started smoking, then i realised the damage that was doing, i drink now.

[BeautifulSilence]

Personally, I see any form of drug use as an accepted method of self harm, along with extreme dieting and similar stuff. Which is pretty upsetting, there are actually a lot of things people do that hrm themselves, yet they don't see anything wrong with it.

[ShatteredWings]

Personally, I see any form of drug use as an accepted method of self harm, along with extreme dieting and similar stuff. Which is pretty upsetting, there are actually a lot of things people do that hrm themselves, yet they don't see anything wrong with it.

sad, yet true.

16 weeks... i figured it out, 4 months on the 15th (i think... =/ i countd it whilst quite tired, so that could be wrong)

[NextToNormal]

congrats on getting to 16 weeks!!! and its ok if its a little off...at least you know you've made it that far

[ShatteredWings]

true. quite true. kell how've you been doing dear :)

[paintballer42]

19 days and its getting easier :)

[ShatteredWings]

Yay!! It does get easier :)

[BlackenedSilver]

Everyone is doing so well! Im happy for everyone! :D :D :D
Ive been about a month and 3 weeks! Yay!
:clap:
Keep it up!! :yeah:

[ssgliberty]

i havent cut for a month or 2

[NextToNormal]

girl;352032']true. quite true. kell how've you been doing dear :)

ive been ok i guess...today makes 157 days. lately, ive just really been fighting it. things have gotten really tough for me. im really just taking things one day at a time now.

[theOperaGhost]

You're doing good, Kell, keep fighting! You can do it! Keep it up.

[SirRawrsalot]

2 days :P

[ShatteredWings]

well, finaly figured out the math. 18 wks on thursday, 4 months on saturday [month=30 days, 4wk=28 days, the difference adds up]

[Techno Monster]

4 Weeks, I haven't cut since school started.

[ShatteredWings]

yay!!!!!! that be good thing :)

[electric7rocker]

i didnt cut today
but ive been depressed every day since last week ish
it makes me crave razors

and i know itll end up on my arms

[ShatteredWings]

only because you just said that. it won't if you can control it. and yes it is contorable. :hug:

[Spinder]

I haven't cut for a while now, and somehow, I think it is making me stronger as a person. :)

[BeautifulSilence]

Ok, one day... yay!

[ShatteredWings]

Ok, one day... yay!

lol same :)

yay? ummm... idk

[Rutherford The Brave]

I didn't cut. happy now?

[The Batman]

2 days baby steps but still it's a step.

[theOperaGhost]

Yes, Greg, I am happy about that.

Keep it up, all of you. Greg, Thomas, Laura, and Gwyn. You can all stop!

[ShatteredWings]

i know i can :) greg, you BETTER. laura, we went that long, i think it can get betterr. :D

[BeautifulSilence]

God, I forgot how itchy SH is! Such a fecking ass when I have to scratch em in front of people and they notice :(

[ShatteredWings]

haha. i pick too much anyway =/ (don't count it, i can't feel it seriously!) it doesn't bug me much

uh.. three days? (i think.. *scrolls up* yeah 3)

[DaretoFallup]

YAY i think im done for awhile now..oww

[ShatteredWings]

you better be dear

[NextToNormal]

girl;361226']
uh.. three days? (i think.. *scrolls up* yeah 3)

good job gwyn...im proud of you. i know you can do it!!!

[BeautifulSilence]

If Gwyn's done 3, does that mean I've done 4 already? :D

[ShatteredWings]

yes, it does. that means i'm at 4, you're at 5

[DaretoFallup]

YAY

im done for like foreverish

[ShatteredWings]

yay good!! you better be missy. i'd like to be done forever, but i don't know if i could keep it. i'll try 5 months at least this time

[NextToNormal]

lets see...i believe that wednesday made 24 weeks.

[ShatteredWings]

nice :D
*slightly jealous*
keep it up kell

[NextToNormal]

thanks!! im def gonna try to.

my councilor said if i can make it to christmas, she would take me out for dinner to celebrate.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

ok so its been 2 weeks since my little slip up!
there almost fully healed. but i think there going to scar pretty bad :(

[Oblivion]

Good job, and good luck Tegan! [thats your name, right? :D]

[ShatteredWings]

ok so its been 2 weeks since my little slip up!
there almost fully healed. but i think there going to scar pretty bad :(

just clean em, there isn't much you can do about that, but maybe it'll fade. good job tho xDD
(i'll stop listing days now)

[Rutherford The Brave]

It's been two days and I intend to keep it this way.

[theOperaGhost]

Good job, Greg! Keep it up!

[ShatteredWings]

yay. greg see? it's better this way

[BeautifulSilence]

Things are getting better again... I s'pose I'm done for a sustained time (I can't promise forever, but I'll try) :D

[ShatteredWings]

my thoughts exactly. i mean i'm still sucking my thumb and fingers, but that's not self harm, right?(it better not be, i stay sane that way)

[BeautifulSilence]

Nah, it's just a thing young kids normally do to feel a sense of security and calm anxiety :P

[DaretoFallup]

ummm what has it been , 1 or 2 days i think

[ShatteredWings]

i think three.. unless thers's something you're not telling me


laura: waddya mean "you kids", you're only a year older than me

[BeautifulSilence]

girl;361983']
laura: waddya mean "you kids", you're only a year older than me

Nah, it's just a thing young kids normally do to feel a sense of security and calm anxiety :P

Gwyn, read carefully :P

[DaretoFallup]

girl;361983']i think three.. unless thers's something you're not telling me






..............................

[ShatteredWings]

Gwyn, read carefully :P
Um.. oops. still, rather patronizing
..............................
chelsea????

[BeautifulSilence]

girl;361988']Um.. oops. still, rather patronizing

Yeah, sorry :P

Question: When we say 'no self harm' are we referring to the obivious cutting, pulling hair, biting etc or everything, including things like restriction and purging?

If so then, it's been 5ish days without cutting but not necessarily SH for me. And I've prob'ly never gone more than 3 days without any at all :(

[DaretoFallup]

girl;361988']Um.. oops. still, rather patronizing

chelsea????


sorry

[ShatteredWings]

Question: When we say 'no self harm' are we referring to the obivious cutting, pulling hair, biting etc or everything, including things like restriction and purging?

If so then, it's been 5ish days without cutting but not necessarily SH for me. And I've prob'ly never gone more than 3 days without any at all :(

I think we mean the obvious(and sometimes less apparent). whilst ED's are really harming yourself, it's not counting, i guess because there isn't really a way to "note" it, ya know?. Carol sent me a couple links showing how nail biting is self harm, we're NOT counting this (good!!)

but i know what you're talking about, if we counted every-single-freakin-thing, i'd never go more than 4 days

[Rutherford The Brave]

3 days now.

[ShatteredWings]

YAY!! keep this up, alright?

[BeautifulSilence]

C'mon people! We don't need to do this, we just think we do :)

(Yup, I'm in a happy mood, PM me to find out why ;))

[electric7rocker]

3 days
i really want to be done this time

[girlygirl]

2 1/2 months now cut free

[DaretoFallup]

1 day :D

[Rutherford The Brave]

4 days, I'm back on track.

[theOperaGhost]

Good job, Greg, keep going!

[electric7rocker]

when i dont feel like cutting i feel like smoking
and when i dont feel like smoking i feel like cutting
i feel like smoking today but i promised id quit
6 days no cutting
2 weeks no smoking
its getting harder....

id rather get caught smoking than cutting
but cutting is less harmful to like my brain lungs and memory...
but smoking wont end up with me on suicide watch

i want to quit both but its so hard, especially at the same time

[ShatteredWings]

alrite. well you kinda have to pick one, and honestly, i'd rather you pick quitting cutting first... its near impossiable to quit two things at the same time.

a little over a week

[Rutherford The Brave]

6 Days :D

[theOperaGhost]

Good job Rowan, Gwyn, and Greg! Keep going, you can stop!

[BeautifulSilence]

Almost cut. I didn't. I was too tired to even move tbh :(

[DaretoFallup]

1 day :D and and hopefully forever

[BeautifulSilence]

Woop! Never give up on giving up, eh? :)

[ShatteredWings]

oxymoron, but yes :D

we don't give up on this, right? right.

[DaretoFallup]

Nevah! :P

[george]

Keep on going Chelsea and Laura, you can do it :)

[DaretoFallup]

Do paper cuts count as self harm? if so 0 if not 2

[ShatteredWings]

Depends, were they intentional? and u posted that in non-selfharm calander

[DaretoFallup]

yez i know yes they were intentional but i meant for it to be in non self harm cause twas either 0 or 2... so dunno

[ShatteredWings]

Hm.. well that's a tough one, i'd say no, but then again, papercuts KILL.. so.. hm.. i have no idea. maybe ask someone else?

[electric7rocker]

right now i really want to cut.. just for the sake of cutting.



but im not going to.

[Oblivion]

Good job :) Electric

[electric7rocker]

so i know im done smoking pot forever.
im trying very hard to be done with cutting forever.
but now i started drinking.
what.
the.
fuck.

[ShatteredWings]

Hm, replacing addictions are we now rowan? :hug:
girl, relax, kay? Yeah, it's easy to slip into one, after breaking another. don't let yourself get into it, ok? i'm not even sure which one is worce atm.


two weeks, i think..

[DaretoFallup]

1 day? i guess

[DaretoFallup]

double post???

w/e

um lets see
3 i think or 4...idk or was it 5 w/e

[ShatteredWings]

three, i think [i'm counting by your last post]
:hug:

[Rutherford The Brave]

Its been atleast 10+ days I think.

[NextToNormal]

im really proud of you guys. keep up the good work. i know you can do it!!!!

[ShatteredWings]

Um...

getting in the water knowing i'm injured doesn't count, right?
*please not, i didn't think it'ed hurt me more*

if it doesn't.. *checks calander* yeah two weeks (and a day, if you're feeling picky)

[DaretoFallup]

*cheers* yaaaay keep going Gwyn and Greg, as for myself i know i promised but w/e ill take it day by day

[electric7rocker]

13 days
2 weeks tomorrow

im so done

[Malcolm Tucker]

oh never mind

[DaretoFallup]

Never mind

[ShatteredWings]

Michael, what were you going to say? i assume you slipped after posting that?

chelsea, awsome!!!

[Ironic Infidel In England]

Nothing since march!

Nearly losing my arm scared it out of me, I think! :D

Every cloud...

[Rutherford The Brave]

Hm about 15+ days not sure anymore but I'm very happy.

[theOperaGhost]

Awesome Greg!! Keep it up.

[ShatteredWings]

three weeks
. i think.. don't have my calander on me atm (its a wall calander, not like it fits in my pocket!)
give or take a day

[The Batman]

It's been 12 days i think. But I have a feeling that on day 14 I might cut again.

[ShatteredWings]

think positalvy thomas.

its been kinda hard for me too, like that first month, or whatever =/

don't give in. if you know its gonna be hard, then you're alreaedy a bit more prepaired.

[electric7rocker]

17 and a half days :P

[theOperaGhost]

You guys are doing awesome!!! Keep it up!! Thomas, why do you say you might again on day 14? Please don't.

[Oblivion]

Good job guys!
Thomas you can do it!
Don't give up!!

[ShatteredWings]

yeah, i hvaen't done it.

but.. i mean i'm really glad actually that i was sick on saturday or i probably would have...


*frusterated*

i'm sorry.

yeah, hypocritacal. wonder why i say no follow examples i set?



grr..

i dont even care atm. but.. i think i'll be okay.. think, hope..

[fxckingloco.]

but really.. smoking and self harming are bad.. they can both lead to death so which ever you do it doesnt really make much difference..

imo self harming is better.. (not better but you know lol) than smoking

[DarkWingedAngel]

i have gone a day without cutting

[just-me]

ive gone 4 days but i think im about to slip up

[ShatteredWings]

dont think that way.


four days can be really hard sometimes

but keep it up :)

[The Batman]

2 days baby steps

[DarkWingedAngel]

i have gone 4 days now
im starting to crack ughhhh

[electric7rocker]

4 weeks cut free!
wow i feel so good
and 5 weeks 3 days drug free
i know this isnt the drug forum but im so proud of myself :)

[ShatteredWings]

i actually have something positave.

one day.

haha. It hasn't been so hard today. tryin again to make it.


rowan: that's awsome, for both :)

[Fiending_the_freedom]

a month and a half!

[ShatteredWings]

yay *jumps and hugs tegan*
It's gotta be possiable...

however i've been pulling my hair all day.. unless i can count about two hours...

[Random_oso06]

come on guys don't let the blade touch your skin your doing good

[ShatteredWings]

*looks around for last self-harm post*

two days.. yay!

it's goin to stop totally.

two weeks. that's what i'm gonna try to get to [as lately its' been hard getting by two days...], then of course go again longer :P

[Zephyr]

2 days = ]

[Atonement]

*high five* thats a hope for 5 days free! for you. :)