Non Self Harm Calendar!

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Congrats Addison! You can do it, keep it up! :)

[theOperaGhost]

Good job Addison. Keep going!

[blank_07]

none in a day.
but before that, it was weeks (:

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Keep it up, blank_07, you can do it! :)

[Atonement]

tonight will be my fifth night.

[Gumleaf]

heaps great addison. lets try and double your 5 and hit double figures!

[theOperaGhost]

Good job Addison, keep going. You can do it. :)

[japanman]

Your fith night you know what that means :) WAVE!!!!:groupwave:
Im so proud of you:proud::clap:
:guitar:"addison made it past 4 days" guitar solo
"addison is now on the fith night" more guitar solo
"i know addison can make it, oooooo ya.." drum solo then end

[NextToNormal]

good job addison!! you can do it

[strongheart]

I just figured out a really nice way to not cut.

I ride my bike to a beach by my house and write the stuff I would cut onto myself in the sand instead. It seemed to work pretty well, at least for the couple of hours after I did it.

If there is no beach by where you live, even just some dirt could work.

I want to say to everyone that I am really proud of all of you. We are all in this together. I'm here to support and offer any help I can.
:):):)

[theOperaGhost]

Nicely done. That's a good idea. :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

That's great advice strongheart.

I have gone since 11:30am on Friday. It's only a matter of time before I get pissed off again. I really have to get a stress ball.

[Malcolm Tucker]

I have gone since 11:30am on Friday. It's only a matter of time before I get pissed off again. I really have to get a stress ball.

Still going strong. It's now 4 days. I think it's 'cause I'm not in school.

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

4 days is great work, Michael! I know you can keep it up! :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

I hope so...

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

I know so. :) You may have a slip-up at some point, but it's never a failure. Hey, even if something were to happen tonight, at least you know you can make it for 4 days. And next time you'd try for at least 5. I don't think anyone makes a decision to quit and then never cuts again. Everyone stumbles a little on the way. I remember I had gotten to about 6 months without cutting, and then I had a spectacularly bad day and I now have the scar to prove it. But I didn't let it stop me, and I haven't cut again since. You can do this. Just stay strong. We're all here for you. :hug:

[Crystal-Clear]

My present count is at 1 year, 7 months.
Well done to everyone who's holding out! We can do it guys! *Hugs to everyone*

[theOperaGhost]

good job Michael
That's amazing Crystal-Clear, you show that it is possible to quit cutting yourself.

[Crystal-Clear]

Thank you so much ^_^

[Axellance]

Its Been Almoast A Month Yay!!!!!:)

[theOperaGhost]

Good job Lance! :)

[NextToNormal]

today is my birthday and it makes 11 weeks

[Serenity]

:hug: Great job, Kell! Keep it up :daisy:

[theOperaGhost]

Hooray! Good Job! :)

[iJack]

Good Job:D;)

[electric7rocker]

i wish i could say 117.


a day and a half...........

[theOperaGhost]

:hug:

[japanman]

My present count is at 1 year, 7 months.
Well done to everyone who's holding out! We can do it guys! *Hugs to everyone*
WOOOT ya ya ya nice job wooot great work
Its Been Almoast A Month Yay!!!!!:)
sweeeet nice work lance keep it up :)
today is my birthday and it makes 11 weeks
happy birthday and wooot 11 weks keep it up you can do it :D

i wish i could say 117.


a day and a half...........
You are taking the baby steps to a better life 1 day is all it takes and keep it up and those baby steps will become big steps like weeks.
Stay strong guys and girls :) you are doing great.

[Sugaree]

today is my birthday and it makes 11 weeks


Great job! I'm proud of you! Happy b-day BTW

[brokenfaerie]

hi. i'm new. i'd like to say i'm 4 months 13 days cut free. my biggest fear is to start again. i've been a cutter on and off for the last 6 years and i finally hit rock bottom while in a in adolescent psyche ward last november. i had snuck in 7 or 8 blades in the space where my batteries go in my calculator and in my math book. i went on a full and bloody rampage on myself and then i turned myself in. i scared myself really bad and haven't touched a blade since. i live with the scars everyday. i fear what i'll have to do for prom. i'm afraid what i'll do as a camp councelor this summer. but my biggest fear is cutting again.

i hope you guys quit too. it only gets worse and worse. don't wind up on the floor of psyche ward bathroom floor covered in blood crying and needing many many stiches.

[iJack]

Good job, 4 months and 14 days, keep it up

as for the scars, say a cat or dog or person did it to you.

[brokenfaerie]

that would be a talented cat who could carve cut into my leg! hehe

[iJack]

you should see what my cat can do, i had a slash down the side of my arm as straight as a ruler for almost a year

[brokenfaerie]

wow your cat is quite talented then!

[iJack]

Yep, it hurt, bad

[NextToNormal]

its been 5 days

[brokenfaerie]

WOOOOOH!!!!!!! great job!!!!

[iJack]

Keep it up!!!! :hug:

[Fiending_the_freedom]

oneeeeeeeeeeee month!
and im postive thats the last time =D

[Axellance]

its been like 5 days :( not that good, but i suppose its still progress.

Great job XGeekxInxDisguiseX in really happy for you!!!!

[Zephyr]

Excellent job Lance!
You're doing awesome,
Keep it up!

[Malcolm Tucker]

oneeeeeeeeeeee month!
and im postive thats the last time =D

Well done Tegan :D Keep it up :)

[iJack]

Every day counts, Lance, keep it up!!!

[brokenfaerie]

YEAH!!! you guys are doing great!! the two keys for recovery are hope and support. you at least have 50% because you have my support!

[Malcolm Tucker]

Just over a week. I don't know if I started or if I've stopped :?

[theOperaGhost]

Keep it up Michael!

[electric7rocker]

i dont know how long its been. i just cant anymore.
its never enough except on my arms, and i cant cut there because people will see.

ive been getting so angry lately over the stupidest things, but theres nothing i have to relieve the stress. and i get headaches now.. also partially from snorting too much hydrocodone at a time... but its all just too much.


suicide contemplations are back....

[NextToNormal]

its been almost 2 weeks...which means a chance to do better than last time.

[theOperaGhost]

Keep going Kell!

Please don't do anything you'll regret later Rowan.

[Axellance]

im almost at a month....still not as long as mt 8 month record:( i wish i never stared agin:(

[NextToNormal]

keep going lance...you can make it back to 8 months and go past it.

[Axellance]

im gonna try my best to :)

[Mzor203]

You're doing great, Lance, just keep going, keep pushing yourself to do the best you can. You can do it, we all have faith in you. :)

[theOperaGhost]

Great job Lance! Keep it up. We have faith in you and you should have faith in yourself.

[ShatteredWings]

for every day you dont cut, or every situation you come out of without a new mark upon your beautiful skin this thread is here for you to celebrate it!


_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

3 days cut free, all thanks to Austin's help and my own will power!



=/ my best was three months...but...idk...i guess right now its a week...

[Bobby]

A week is better than nothing! Good job.

[ShatteredWings]

i no..but i no i can do better too

[brokenfaerie]

5 months and 3 days cut free. it's become a day to day thing again. it was at one point a week to week thing where i didn't have to worry as much but right now it almost a minute to minute thing. i want to relapse SO bad. i tell other when they relapse that they just need to pick themselves up and stop again. so me and my distorted mind is logically thinking just one cut...one cut and then i'll never do it again. just one more to say good bye forever. i know perfectly well that it doesn't work like that and that i'm thinking like a true addict. but i just want to so bad. if i start again i may never stop and then i'll have nothing. i know that i'm strong but its just SO hard to keep myself strong.

[Axellance]

now its oficially a month no cuts :) its getting really tough now:(

[iJack]

Good job! keep it up! :hug: it will get harder, but remember that this is for your own good.

[theOperaGhost]

Good job Lance! Keep it up. You can do it!

[ShatteredWings]

i hate starting over!!....six days

[Fiending_the_freedom]

Two Months:d

[The Batman]

Great job now lets make it 10 more

[AndMyScarsRemindMe..]

Went Two Whole Weeks And A Half - Until I Let Me Down Last Night >='[

x

[BeautifulSilence]

One whole week now.

[ShatteredWings]

yay! two weeks

:P

:yeah:

[-Silence]

That's awesome guys, keep it up!

[NextToNormal]

41 days

[BeautifulSilence]

...2 weeks. Despite this winning the most stressful week of the year so far.

[Axellance]

almost 2 months its finally reaching that point where it starts to get a little eaisyer!

[BeautifulSilence]

Yay! Keep it up :)

...I'm dying for a cut, only reason I've managed to resist for this long is by restricting my food intake, I'm obsessed with obsessions :(
And I always stupidly return to them. I have been 369 days without cutting then I just caved and gave up on giving up.

[Sugaree]

Hang in there Laura. Remember I'm here for ya :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

One week... I don't know how I got by without it. I think I need it too much... :/

[theOperaGhost]

Good job Lance! Michael, keep it up, you can go longer!

[BeautifulSilence]

Ok, 3 weeks now. Feels like forever. The later part of this week has been easier, though.

[Coesistere]

Urrrgg, i gave in to my misery. damn it.
Last night, did like 4 cuts, been hidding the visable cut on my arm all day
sucks major cause once i fell better its like
the evidence is still there. but when im sad
once i cut it fell like all the sadness is seeping out of my body
from my cuts to drifting off into nothingness.
Hmmm, ill have to start overm but a least i got in about 4 weeks
of not cutting :]

[theOperaGhost]

At least you want to try starting over TieKid(sorry, but I don't know your name(I think it's Matt) and I didn't want to type your new username because I'm lazy and it looked hard to spell).

I don't really want to say this, but it is ok to give in, sometimes, but don't give in whenever things get too hard to handle because if you can resist, it will make you stronger. Just stay strong and keep trying and don't beat yourself up for giving in.

[ShatteredWings]

....*does quick math*..four weeks!!

[theOperaGhost]

Good job, Gwyn! Keep going hun.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

three and a hlaf months!!!!!!!!!!
yayyyyyyyyyyy
and i have no urges:D

edit: what a great post to be my 500th :P

[theOperaGhost]

Congratulation Tegan! Great job.

[ShatteredWings]

i'm only announcing because...well its been FRRREEEAKKKKKKINNNG hard..it's amazing i havne't done anything in the past two days...

[Malcolm Tucker]

I know but you can keep going :) I know you can :)

[theOperaGhost]

Keep going Gwyn. You can do it.

[ShatteredWings]

yous guys are rite.....i've been makin it


doya think the end of july is an unreasonable goal?

[BeautifulSilence]

Gwynitha (sorry, felt like sayin' that :P) I hope you're setting that goal so that you can prolong it when you get there :)

JUST KEEP GOING! YOU'RE DOING FANTABULOUS!!!!

[electric7rocker]

3 weeks today

[japanman]

WOOOT 3 WEEKS :clap: good job rowan and larua i know you can control it just bileve in yourselve :) 0hZWVVzJhQo&feature

um this song i bielive is about bieliving in your self
(i think im still not the best at translating)

so bielive in yourself i know you can do it 3 weeks is good very good indeed so keept it up :D

[notsure101]

Good job guys, even though i dont cut i fully support wat u are doing and not cutting :) :)

[theOperaGhost]

That's isn't an unreasonable goal, Gwyn, but when you reach that goal, set a new goal and just keep going. Good luck!

[ShatteredWings]

That's isn't an unreasonable goal, Gwyn, but when you reach that goal, set a new goal and just keep going. Good luck!

Gwynitha (sorry, felt like sayin' that :P) I hope you're setting that goal so that you can prolong it when you get there :)

JUST KEEP GOING! YOU'RE DOING FANTABULOUS!!!!


haha, that's not my name :P yyeeeaaa, i do plan on just adding time on the end..just that i havnt had a 'goal' in awhile..though once i streached a week into a month, then two...hehe

[ShatteredWings]

five weeks

arg.

its driving me crazy.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Five weeks is amazing :hug:
You should be proud of yourself :) I know I definitely am :)
Gwyn you can keep going. Make me even more proud :)

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Great job Gwyn, you're making serious progress. :) Keep it up, I know you can!

[ShatteredWings]

....why's it so hard? i had to sleep with gloves on last night so i wouldnt bite myself

[Malcolm Tucker]

You're trying. And obviously the urge not to bite is stronger than the one to bite. You can keep going :) Keep going and it will get easier :) I promise

It's been four days now for me. It's amazing how I've distracted myself so far :|

[theOperaGhost]

Gwyn, that's really good, now keep going. You can do it.

You too, Michael.

[ShatteredWings]

You're trying. And obviously the urge not to bite is stronger than the one to bite.

only barely....but it can't be taht bad..i don't really want to cut which is, a plus...cause its rather hard to stop that w/o looking rather suspicious (& having to lock up everything sharp)...

[BeautifulSilence]

Yup, you go Gwynitha!

Just over a week for me now. AND absolutely no urges either. It's been a mediocre week, but I manage to laugh at the bad stuff, aswell as the good :D

[japanman]

Im glad to hear everyon is doing great.

Good job laura
and gwyn nice one with the gloves itmust have help good job

and micheal your doing good aswell

:)

as for me its been a few months since i cut the scars are almost gone. The funny thing is i only cut when i feel very sad im alot like julie from "cut"manga i only cut when im extremly sad luckly i havent :)

[ShatteredWings]

and gwyn nice one with the gloves itmust have help good job


actualmly, it helps for one and only one reason

i won't bite through the fabric...if i was that desprate, i'd've cut.


haha, ohwell, it works don't it?

[ShatteredWings]

..i'm buying gum today

[NextToNormal]

i feel like celebrating or something...im at 11 weeks without cutting. thats almost back to where i was before :)

[SirRawrsalot]

Wow, that's impressive. Congratulations, you should celebrate.

lol I'm only at one day. :/

[NextToNormal]

you should celebrate too...everyday without cutting is a cause for celebration

[SirRawrsalot]

lol thanks, but it can only last so long. My record after like 3 years or cutting is only 3 or 4 days. :(

[NextToNormal]

its only going to last as long as you want it to last. yes, i know that it will take time to get back to the state of mind you want to be in.
you have to look at everytime you cut as a place to start over and try to go longer than before. everyone slips up every now and then, but when you mess up, you have to see it as a chance to take one more step to make yourself better.
whenever you do better than before is a reason to celebrate...even if its only an hour, a day, a week or a year

[SirRawrsalot]

lol thanks. You don't know how it feels to have someone say something positive to me for once :D. So far I think I can make it another day. No huge urges...

[NextToNormal]

:hug:

[SirRawrsalot]

Day 2 down, Day 3... I doubt it. I'll never last another day...

[NextToNormal]

with that attitude, you wont make it another day. like the lyrics from Spamalot say "always look on the bright side of life!" if you keep a positive attitude (i guess semi-positive works too) things will start to get better. but it all starts with you!!

[SirRawrsalot]

DAY 3! Which is a lot for me. :yeah:

[NextToNormal]

see...positive thinking brings positive results. keep it up!!!

[SirRawrsalot]

You don't know how close I was to cutting... I was holding the razor... I'm aiming for five days. (record) And I think that I might make it. I'm going to give my cutting urges hell. lol

[NextToNormal]

setting a goal is good...it gives you something to aim for and then something to try to beat.
we all want to give in sometimes. but when you dont give into the urges, thats having courage. its also showing you that that is not what you really want to do...you are proving to yourself that you want to do better. taking things one day at a time is the best way to get on the road to recovery.

[SirRawrsalot]

I never wanted to cut. I just never really had enough confidence to think I could stop for longer than a day or two. After a while cutting just became part of my routine almost.

[NextToNormal]

like, im not saying that cutting is something you wanted to do. i mean, when you get in the state of mind where thats what you think will make you feel better. at that point, it is something you want to do.

[SirRawrsalot]

Yes and know. I don't want to, I just feel it's my only option, so basically, ya you're right. I'm just confusing myself... I'm really depressed and feel pretty bad now.

[NextToNormal]

dont feel bad...like i told you before, everyone makes mistakes. dont focus on what is bad. just look at the good in life and you will start to feel better, trust me. i know exactly how you feel right now. i used to feel that i had no other options and that this was it for me. then i realized that thinking that way only made me sadder and sent me deeper into depression and isolation. its nothing something you want to go through. and i dont literally mean want...its not really something you do consciously

[SirRawrsalot]

I've been trying to be positive and think of all the good thing, but the last good thing that happened to me was when I was 9 and my mother and I moved away from my abusive father...which is good and at the same time brings back some bad memories.

[NextToNormal]

just dont think about the bad. youre 16...you have 2 years left of high school. thats something good to think about. how you can almost taste freedom. think about times youve been with friends and laughed so hard that you cried. theres always good...sometimes you just have to look a little harder to find it. :)

[SirRawrsalot]

Ya, I'm pretty free right now. I have full reign over my house. I almost forgot about my friends, who have no idea how I actually feel about life. I really owe you for helping me out so much. Thanks again. You've saved my ass more than once already.

[NextToNormal]

its no problem at all. im here if you ever need me!! :hug:

[SirRawrsalot]

Thank you, I'll try not to be dependent. I always feel bad asking for help.

[NextToNormal]

dude, its ok...whenever. VT is all about helping people. you shouldnt feel bad about asking for help. im happy to help

[SirRawrsalot]

Thanks a lot :) ...maybe we shouldn't have spammed this thread up.

[Malcolm Tucker]

11 Days so far... Although I nearly went mad on my arms on Monday...I resisted... Only barely..I still have a shred of pride left..

[SirRawrsalot]

You should have a ton of pride! 11 days, I can't imagine me doing that (I never have). That's something to be proud of! :D

[ShatteredWings]

Thanks a lot :) ...maybe we shouldn't have spammed this thread up.

it is really hard to spam on this thread on the topic u were on haha


six weeks!! :yeah:

[NextToNormal]

good job, gwyn. keept it up!!

michael, im proud of you for making it 11 days. its very good that you resisted. and i think you can make it another day. think positive!

[jma94]

I left this forum a while ago, seeing as my internet got cut off. Unfortunatly it was right after i started. D: Either way I'm back on the forums. Back on topic now, It's been 5 months. Man, it's been hard, I still get the urges, but havn't been acting on them. Lets hope I keep this up. Not that i know anyone on the forum but, Grats on 6 Weeks [crazy] girl~!

[BeautifulSilence]

EVERYONE'S DOING GREAT!

15 days for me now :)
- I got upset yesterday... but I just cried (and then wrote on my walls) which seems to help a bit.

[jma94]

Congrats! The begining is the hardest; Keep it up!

[ShatteredWings]

The begining is the hardest; Keep it up!


tres vrai. i tend to slip back in the first three weeks, or after three months (best was four...=/)

i've been very crabby lately...
sometimes i just feel like its caving in...&i cant breath sometimes...isgonnabeokay..isgonnabeokay

[jma94]

French, eh? Oui? XD anyway, I'm into my sixth month and, I still get the urges, a lot. Havn't had the best week, and I'm hanging in there. Sorrty to hear that you slip up. :/ Keep trying! I know you can do it!

[ShatteredWings]

i like wowwing people with my knolage of languagees

yea. i slip up alot..=/ lotsa people do...

[jma94]

Yush, We all do. I'm hoping I don't, It'll be 5 months down the drain, but i've had a bad week. I'm Hoping I resist. Good luck Gwin! :3

[Malcolm Tucker]

Please resist :) You've come soo far. Those first months seem like hell, but why throw it all away only to have to go through it even worse?

[ShatteredWings]

yeah, ur right... :)

[jma94]

I ish trying. I dun think i have anything to use anyway. I got rid of everything.

[ShatteredWings]

holy...shit.....i've gone throug my gum at like really really fast...ive never used it htis fast ...i mean seriously, i've used it all up in three weeks before, but at this rate i'll h ave to buy more next week


gr..

[jma94]

Oh? Well, anyways, some bad news. I cut again. :/

1 day without cutting.

So you're almost out of gum? Interesting.

[ShatteredWings]

that sucks...you can start again though :)


yeahh...fergot to mention, i'm worst with biting...

[jma94]

I guess I have not choice but to start again. I dunno, I don't have the ambition that I did last time. I don't want to stop now. :/

[girlygirl]

nearly been cut free for 4 months now !! :)

[ShatteredWings]

I guess I have not choice but to start again. I dunno, I don't have the ambition that I did last time. I don't want to stop now. :/

yes you do. u always have a choice to stop

[jma94]

I meant that I have no choice but to start stopping again, to reach my goal. Obviously I have a choice. But, I dunno. Tough time atm. I can't see myself quitting soon. :x

[Ryandel]

Been a week since I cut myself, here's comes 2 weeks =P

[jma94]

Congrats! Lets see if i can get there. 1 day cut free.

[Ryandel]

Congrats! Lets see if i can get there. 1 day cut free.

Thanks. Woot you can do it. If you do, I'll give you a ..... Bagel ?:D

[jma94]

XD, I did it once. I got really. I relapsed yesterday. >< And now I don't really feel like stopping. :/ No bagel for me. D:

[Ryandel]

XD, I did it once. I got really. I relapsed yesterday. >< And now I don't really feel like stopping. :/ No bagel for me. D:

Awe. At least you tried. Also only you can stop it. Never stop trying and never stop growing. I believe that you can do it. Next time I'll give you a donut :)

[jma94]

XD Yay. A doughnut. :3 I will try~ No promises.

[Ryandel]

XD Yay. A doughnut. :3 I will try~ No promises.

As long as you try, you'll never lose. Way to go.

[jma94]

I suppose. I know I don't really get anything out of cutting. But, It's still so hard to stop. D: One day at a time I guess. Damn my extremely addictive personality. ><

[Ryandel]

I suppose. I know I don't really get anything out of cutting. But, It's still so hard to stop. D: One day at a time I guess. Damn my extremely addictive personality. ><

Ya I understand. It takes a while to stop, but it happens eventually.

[electric7rocker]

...now i really want a bagel and donut ><

good job and good luck guys youre doing great!

[ShatteredWings]

^haha i wanna dougnut *angle face*

i made it through the night..that's good

[Malcolm Tucker]

Gwyn that's awesome :):D :hug:

You know what's even more awesome???

Going tonight, and the next and so on. :) I know you can do it :)

[NextToNormal]

i k now you can do it too gwyn. just think positive!!

[jma94]

Posative thoughts, Gwyn. =D And congrats! You can do it! Just gotta stay strong. I'm here if you ever need someone to talk to. =D

[ShatteredWings]

xD im okay. its gona be okay

[ShatteredWings]

[yes i know this is a double post i dont care]

seven weeks!

dare i celebrate?

[NextToNormal]

i think you should...we both should. i made 12 weeks!!

[Malcolm Tucker]

You guys that is absolutely amazing. Congrats to both of you. Now try to do it again, that hard part is over, if you wonder how you lived without it for the last 7(gwyn) or 12 (kell) weeks, remind yourselves that you did make it. And I have no doubt that you can do it again:).

[ShatteredWings]

party party party!! :yeah::yes:

[electric7rocker]

*makes cake*
*mails*
it should be there in a couple days but you can only eat it if you keep up the good work
:P :)

[ShatteredWings]

michale..why'da distroy the party? :( lol

yay cake cake cake

[electric7rocker]

so close today......

[BeautifulSilence]

Day number 22! Woop woop.

I went into my self-harming mind over the past few days due to problems at home and bordem* but I managed to override my thoughts, kinda. I eventually tried to make myself throw up after a rather small binge, after the stomache acids appeared, I realised what I was doing and stopped then cried...

*Since tuesday, I've had no television or Internet! My life is based on these two entertainments and I have had nothing to do, 'cause I don't have many friends.

[ShatteredWings]

so close today......

but you made it right rowan?

Day number 22! Woop woop.

I went into my self-harming mind over the past few days due to problems at home and bordem* but I managed to override my thoughts, kinda. I eventually tried to make myself throw up after a rather small binge, after the stomache acids appeared, I realised what I was doing and stopped then cried...

*Since tuesday, I've had no television or Internet! My life is based on these two entertainments and I have had nothing to do, 'cause I don't have many friends.

Wows...you gots to find things to do for bordom! lol Keep going. thats over three weeks

[electric7rocker]

yeah i made it
barely... i think im at like a week or 2 or three...
i hate not knowing

[ShatteredWings]

let's call it two weeks and keep going then :)

[alex_93]

scars are starting to heal-not sure how long it is since i last cut but ong enough for the scars all up my arms to fade.

[ShatteredWings]

:) that's really good


eight weeks on thursday xD (more excuses to party!)

[BeautifulSilence]

25 Days todaaaaay!!! I've just noticed that the scars on my arms are slightly less noticable than a month ago :D:D:D:D

[-Silence]

Woohoo! Good job!!

[ShatteredWings]

and a yay yay yay

its been getting alot easier

[japanman]

25 Days todaaaaay!!! I've just noticed that the scars on my arms are slightly less noticable than a month ago :D:D:D:D

:yeah: Wooot great job

girl;315946']and a yay yay yay

its been getting alot easier
lad to its getting aiser :d

[BeautifulSilence]

Tomorrow will be four weeks / one month :yeah:

[SirRawrsalot]

Wow, you're doing amazingly well! Congratulations, go party! lol

[ShatteredWings]

:hug3:

we can do it

tought time tonight but i think ill be okay

[george]

YAY for everyone who has cut but has stopped :D I believe in YOU :)

[SirRawrsalot]

I don't know if this counts but I got one day because I w as in a hospital and they're doing 15 min checks to see if I'm killing myself. lol I guess it counts.

[ShatteredWings]

i suppose that counts, but you have to be sure that when they let you out that u don't try again

[SirRawrsalot]

It should count.
Day 2 and I'm out of the hospital (and away from my home!)

[krystalm]

okay i'm really excited for the first time i was breaking apart a razor in my bathroom, stopped, willed myself not to and just burn instead, because that'd be less noticeable, but then i also willed that off too! and i'm just like high off the fact that i haven't cut or burn and i've been able to actually spend more then an hour sober.

[SirRawrsalot]

Congratulations! That's great. Step 1: find you will power(check it off your list)

[ShatteredWings]

*applausd kristal*

see ya can do it xD just keep on rembering not to [if that makes sence...]

[BeautifulSilence]

30 days :D

[AutumnDae]

Good Job Laura, keep it up!

[SirRawrsalot]

DAY 4. Wow, I'm excited. lol

[ShatteredWings]

yes yes yes!!

[SirRawrsalot]

End of day 4 and my arms are still attached

[Rutherford The Brave]

good elliot, Im at around 1 1/2 weeks.

[SirRawrsalot]

Almost done with day 5! Wow, 1 and 1/2 weeks? That'll be the day or the apocalypse if I ever make it to that. lol

[ShatteredWings]

no it won't. not if you try :) yous can do its


8 wks, 4 days..been lots easier

[BeautifulSilence]

Keep Going Gwynitha :d:d:d:d:d

[SirRawrsalot]

Day 6..... so close to being over. I think I'm going to go insane.