Non Self Harm Calendar!

[peaceloverugby]

5 days of no cutting, 4 days of no alcohol. Today's been really hard though

[Project Delta]

19 days nearly

[peaceloverugby]

wow, congrats Aaron, that's longer than I've ever gone by two days

[Project Delta]

my best is like 25 days

[peaceloverugby]

my longest time was the 17 days after I told Jack about my SH because he flipped out and pretty much didn't leave me by myself for 17 days (we were neighbours back then)

[kt2369]

its been 11 days for me(::yes:

[Flutterfly]

My longest was 7months... =[


Crap, what am I at?

[Triceratops]

22 days.

Declan, you're lucky. Mine don't fade until a few months. I've had some of my scars for years.

[Project Delta]

I've had scabs for months! Let alone scars!

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 3, I think.

The scars from my first cuts still didn't fade, after 11 months. :/

[Project Delta]

I'm not afraid to fall
It means i climbed up high
To fall is not to fail
You fail when you dont try

19 days

[Flutterfly]

I was so mad this morning all I wanted to do was hurt myself... but I didn't...
Instead I got hurt the other way... on accident D= I resist hurting myself and I get hurt another way! So wrong. So so wrong.

19 days?

[Holding On*]

Today was really tough for me, but still got through it. :) 27 days.

[ErykaInspire.]

mh.. 4ish days

[Project Delta]

20:)

[BlackenedSilver]

Day 19 for me.. Congrats everyone! :)

[Flutterfly]

Day 20 in a few hours.

[peaceloverugby]

6 days no SH, 5 days without alcohol

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 4.

[Project Delta]

KEEP IT UP Guys

I'm so proud of you all. Specially Becca, Leigh and Steph

[Holding On*]

28 days.
4 weeks :O
Can't believe it really.
I need a new target again now :P
I am going to set it as 30 though... It is getting a lot tougher at the moment... :/


Thanks Aaron. :)

[Project Delta]

Antyime. And i'm here to talk if ANYONE wants it :) So if your new send me a pm i can help :)


20days :P)

[GreyxRainbow]

I wanted to cut yesterday, but then I thought of my promise in the no cut crew, and I just went to sleep. :)

It feels actually good to know that I could do that.

[Holding On*]

Well done :) That is what I tend to do. Just roll over and try and sleep the urge off. I normally always wake up in a good mood that way too, knowing I didn't cave in.

[GreyxRainbow]

Well done :) That is what I tend to do. Just roll over and try and sleep the urge off. I normally always wake up in a good mood that way too, knowing I didn't cave in.

Yes, I feel strong now. =]

[Project Delta]

Wtg guys, you are making the crew proud! :)

[Holding On*]

yay:) :P

[peaceloverugby]

Holy shit, I'm back to a week!!!!

[Project Delta]

keep it up Rugby!!!!!!!!!!! Jack would be proud :)

[Holding On*]

Exacty my thoughts Aaron. :P Keep it up Rugby.

[peaceloverugby]

Thanks you guys. It wouldn't have happened without you guys

[BeautifulSilence]

27 days. I want to cut right now though.

Need a release...

[Holding On*]

Read a book or listen to some music, as long as it is not sad stuff, unless you know sad music helps but most often it doesn't... :) Or draw or write poetry or something like that :)

27 days is a long time, I would know as I am on 28. Keep it up. Get to 28, to 4 weeks. A month.

[Project Delta]

21
3 weeks finally

[BlackenedSilver]

Congrats everyone!

Day 20.. I don't think I can go much longer though. :(

[peaceloverugby]

Come on Leigh, I know you can do it! One more day and you'll be at 3 weeks!! Stick with it, don't let Aaron get all the glory. (btw, congrats aaron)

[Project Delta]

Lmao... i cant have all the glory anyways... eli got to 3 weeks tooo :D

[NightFighter]

1 month ^_^

[Holding On*]

Come on Leigh you can do it, we know you can. You are better then the blades and pins. And you know that.

Congrats to Eli, Aaron, Nightfighter and everyone else :D

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'm on day 2. Seems pathetic compared to everyone else...

[BuryYourFlame]

Morgan...dont see the 2 days being a bad thing, comparing them to other people, instead, try and celebrate that they are there and that you have lasted that long :) a positive mind-set, although hard to achieve, makes things a lot easier. congrats on getting two days, every slip up we make makes us stronger, until we can stop once and for all.

Myself, 13 days, felt like restarting that a few times today...but only for a while each time...

[GreyxRainbow]

Every day you manage to go without new wounds and scars are a reason to celebrate. =)

Two days may not feel like something great, but it is great. It's great that you managed to go without self harm for an amount of time, it doesn't matter how big that amount of time is.

Ba happy, think positive and celebrate because you did not self harm. Congratulate yourself, and know that every day makes you stronger.

Morgan, you are strong and you will make it. I believe in you.

For me it's day 5. :)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Yeah you're right. And whats more is that I've not had urges in them two days xD

[peaceloverugby]

Eight days without SH

and a week without alcohol, which at times was another manner of self-harm for me

[Project Delta]

22 days in like 7 hours :P

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

xD I'm happy for you both

[Holding On*]

29 full days in 3 hours.

[GreyxRainbow]

You are all doing great. I'm proud of you.

[Project Delta]

Wtg steph... i'm proud :)

[Holding On*]

Thanks Aaron. It is very hard. especilaly thinking about tomorrow... meh. D:

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I relapsed :( I'm not sure that I can quit....

[NightFighter]

Stay positive and in time you will quit! :)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'm not sure I can at the moment. I want to be strong for my friend, and I feel weak when I'm fighting off urges. I feel so lost :'(

[BuryYourFlame]

You aren't weak Morgan, the fact that you are trying to fight shows that :)

[Zero Beat]

2 weeks.

[ocean_blue]

1 week 2 days
wow just writing it makes it feel like i actually acomplished something!:)

[Zero Beat]

ocean_blue yu have accomplished! Good one you, keep it up :)

[Project Delta]

22 days and omg deccy!! You changed your name D=

[Triceratops]

25 days.

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 6 : D

[Project Delta]

Well done marci and becca.... i wanna go back to day 0...

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

You don't want to go back. You're doing so good atm XD Don't give in, I believe in you :D

[Triceratops]

:hug:

I have faith in each and everyone of you. You have all proved yourselves to be strong, so never doubt yourself because I for one am proud of you all. :)

[Flutterfly]

Well done marci and becca.... i wanna go back to day 0...

Nuuu, you don't.
Stay with me.





Day, um, 22?

[BlackenedSilver]

Congrats everyone.. I know you all can do, you can all beat this! :mrgreen:

[Flutterfly]

Congrats everyone.. I know you all can do, you can all beat this! :mrgreen:

So can you! ^-^

[GreyxRainbow]

So can you! ^-^

I second that!

[BlackenedSilver]

Thanks.. ^_^
I'd argue but cba.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Back on my 1st day SI free. :\ Got my mum to phone and make me an appointment with the counsellor though XD

[MysticalBurrito]

63 days....

Everyones doing great ^_^

[Flutterfly]

Damn Karina, 2months? You're my new role model lol

[Project Delta]

Ahem... eli.... :P 22 days

[Flutterfly]

Ahem... eli.... :P 22 days

I can has more then one. :p

Can't I?

[Project Delta]

fine! :) Yeah keep it up guys :) you are all doing great :)

[peaceloverugby]

9 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't know why that makes me SO happy, but it does lol

[MysticalBurrito]

=D Conner you're doing great!

[Flutterfly]

Yay Connor!

And thanks to everyone who talked me out of it earlier...
Now I don't have to post day 0 in here. I can say day 23 in just under 3hours.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Wow ye all are doing so good! Congrats guys. :D

[peaceloverugby]

lol thanks, aren't you up a little late Eve? Or should I say early?

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Lol.... Can't sleep. :(

[Project Delta]

23 days >.<

[Holding On*]

31 days Dx

[Patchy]

31 days Dx

One month, well done :D

[Holding On*]

Thanks.

I don't want to go on to tomorrow...

If i cave after a month... it just sets the target up higher... and meh. I won't be able to do this much longer I don't think

[BlackenedSilver]

Steph believe in yourself we all know you can do it! :)

Everyone is doing amazingly. :)

[Holding On*]

Meh...

Yeh, well done everyone.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'll be happy if I can get past two days. I'm setting my target small atm. Until my birthday, which is Monday...

[XSceneQueenBabeX]

I have gone two months with out cutting with my bestest friend's help.
I have had at least 13 times over those months that i have put the knife to my skin becuz i couldn't take anything anymore. But i remembered what my bestest friend had told me. I also remembered that it would hurt all my friends that REALY care about me. Cuz there aren't many of those. And now i have a new friend amazingly awesome friend. (who knows who he is >.<) That has helped me a mondo lot. ^-^

[Holding On*]

I'll be happy if I can get past two days. I'm setting my target small atm. Until my birthday, which is Monday...

My birthday is then too :O

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'm happy for you SceneQueen XD
And I'm 16 on Monday XD And its my target to not SI until then, at least anyway... :/

[Triceratops]

I have gone two months with out cutting with my bestest friend's help.
I have had at least 13 times over those months that i have put the knife to my skin becuz i couldn't take anything anymore. But i remembered what my bestest friend had told me. I also remembered that it would hurt all my friends that REALY care about me. Cuz there aren't many of those. And now i have a new friend amazingly awesome friend. (who knows who he is >.<) That has helped me a mondo lot. ^-^

:hug:
I'm so glad to hear that! That's awesome.

I'll be happy if I can get past two days. I'm setting my target small atm. Until my birthday, which is Monday...

Happy birthday for Monday! You can do it! =]

My birthday is then too :O

Happy birthday for Monday too. :D

[Holding On*]

Thnks Marice :) I'll be 16 at last -.-". I always seem to be the youngest in my roup of friends lol. One of them is turning 17 in less then two months! Dx But we're same year/grade at school lol.

[GreyxRainbow]

7 days.. One week!

Everyone, you are doing great.

[peaceloverugby]

10 days, one week away from my record

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

XD Yay. I'm happy for everyone. Congrats so far XD

1 day XD Go me lmao

~Merged~

[kt2369]

16 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

[Flutterfly]

I suppose I am at 24days now? >.<

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 8. :/

[Project Delta]

Yeah 24 robin! :) yay:D

[BuryYourFlame]

:D everyone's doing so well, keep it up guys :D

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

On my 2nd day... And yet I can feel myself slipping again...I don't feel like I can beat this...

[GreyxRainbow]

Morgan. You really can do this. I believe you can. *hug* You're doing great. You will beat this.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thanks... *Hug* I'm just not so sure >.<

[BuryYourFlame]

Becca's right Mogan...you can do it, i know you can :)

[BlackenedSilver]

Everyones doing great! I know you all can do it! :)

3rd day.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thanks Declan... :/ I'm gonna keep trying. I hate being weak... Guess I need to prove to myself that I'm not... >.<

[Holding On*]

1 Day.

[peaceloverugby]

aw, steph, we can get through this together! just pick yourself up and keep going

day 11 now

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Yay XD well done

[Holding On*]

Well done Connor. I am once again in two moods about stopping... :/ Ohwell. :P

[Flutterfly]

I'm... not sure if I'm at day one or day 24... >.<

[Wakoabs]

12 days! wow.

[peaceloverugby]

everyone's doing such a good job!!!

btw: post #300 yippee

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Technically I'm on my 3rd day.... Cause its like after 1am here XD

[Flutterfly]

almost 25 I suppose? I don't think I'm getting all the way to 25... maybe I'll hold out to that time... IDK

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 9. But it's just 8 am.

[Project Delta]

day 25 come on guys!

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I won't SI tonight cause I'm going to my dads and I'm not taking anything to SI with. And I know I won't take something at his XD

[The Batman]

26 days I didn't realize it was that long.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Well done XD

[Project Delta]

25 days... is where i slipped up last time... so *crosses fingers*

[Holding On*]

2 days

[peaceloverugby]

12 days now, I do believe this is where I slipped last time... Only five days until my record

[OnlyByTheNight.]

5 days. I'm so close to failing again. I just want to stop trying to stop now.

[MysticalBurrito]

:hug: Everyones doing great I know you guys can beat this!

[Flutterfly]

The only reason I'm actually at day 25 is cuz Autumn wouldn't leave me alone when I wanted to cut... following me into the bathroom... stealing my broken popsicle sticks... and the tooth pick... >.<
So I'm at 25days... for now... even though my goal today was to cut myself! Damn...

[Project Delta]

thats not good robin !

26 days for me

[Flutterfly]

I know... but at least I am at day 25, right?

[BuryYourFlame]

18 days...urgh...had urges at least once a day...

[Project Delta]

Well done Declan you can do this! :) ANd robin, its not the fact that your at 25 days its the fact that you WANt to go further that i need from you

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 10.

[Project Delta]

Keep it up becca! :) You can beat this

[GreyxRainbow]

Yes.. This is where I slipped last time. But I won't now.

[Harley Quinn]

keep strong and i know you will make it through. 10 days is quite an achievement.x

[Flutterfly]

I'm at 26days...

I'm sorry Aaron... I wasn't wanting to go further yesterday. I just wanted to cut.... but I feel better-ish now... well... like trying anyways.

[BlackenedSilver]

Wow Everyone is doing amazingly! I know you can do it.. All of you!
You are all strong enough <3

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

About half way through my first day >.< Again

[Holding On*]

Thanks Leigh :)

[Flutterfly]

About half way through my first day >.< Again

You can do it. If you need to talk, I'm on msn.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Thanks. I'm okay at the moment but thanks xD

Edit: Past day one. XD And I've thrown my blades out in a promise to Declan xD Aren't I the proud one? lol I didn't think I was going to be able to throw them out

[GreyxRainbow]

I am on day 11 now.. :/

[Project Delta]

day 28 in 6 hours 29 minutes >.<<<<<<<<<<<<,

[dead]

two weeks i think i might do it i just want to so badly

[Harley Quinn]

don't give up keep trying you can do it

[Project Delta]

And know you want to quit
Dont think you cant get through it
You've come too far to walk away
Its not gonna be today
And no matter how you feel
Its what you do that matters
This is your moment to be strong
Today's your day its on


Song lyrics that could help you guys fighting urges

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Day 2

[Harley Quinn]

Well done. Day 3

[peaceloverugby]

wow....two weeks...why don't I feel like jumping up and down? meh, I guess i'm glad

[Harley Quinn]

Wow thats so good

[Holding On*]

Four.

And i am so happy. One of my best mates who also harms, went 16 days for me as my gift :) (as its my 16th), and she barely went more then two days without doing it :O

[Project Delta]

dunno if i'm gonna get to 28 days...

[BuryYourFlame]

Well done guys, you're all going great :mrgreen:

20 days, three weeks tomorrow...

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Awesome I'm proud of you Steff and Declan.

Aaron you could do it. I know you can

[Flutterfly]

dunno if i'm gonna get to 28 days...

You will Aaron, and I'm getting there with you.

I'm at day27 for 4more hours

[optimashprime]

cool

you guys are doing realy well hold on and good luck

[The Joker]

Great job everyone!

[Project Delta]

28 days - 1 month

[iamafterhours]

Nice going, Eli' and Aaron :)

[MysticalBurrito]

Everyones doing great! :)

69 I'm not going to make it...

[GreyxRainbow]

Awesome, 12 days. :/

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'm on day 3

[The Joker]

Everyones doing great! :)

69 I'm not going to make it...

You can do it Karina, you're strong!

[ackmedsgirl666]

1 month this thursday

[MysticalBurrito]

Matt I...Didn't :(

[Waiting]

it's been about 4 months ish for me,
i feel today that i need to remind myself how long its been.

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

About this time three days ago I was caving. This time round I've only had a passing thought of doing it.

[peaceloverugby]

day 15, just two days to tie my record

[Flutterfly]

almost 29 days...

[BuryYourFlame]

back to day 1...keep fightin eveyone...

[GreyxRainbow]

13.

Almost cut yesterday. :/

[Project Delta]

29 days

[peaceloverugby]

Day 16, one more to tie, two more to beat

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Day 4 XD

[OnlyByTheNight.]

One week and two days I think.... I dunno how long more I will last but I'm hoping it will be another week at least!

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

Well done. Thats awesome XD

[GreyxRainbow]

Two weeks. =D

[Harley Quinn]

1 day i suck

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

No you don't. You've got to start somewhere and you are trying to stop. You're doing good.

[Harley Quinn]

i have to start again

[MysticalBurrito]

Starting Day one :(

[BuryYourFlame]

come on karina, pick yourself up again, you can do it :)

keep at it everyone.

day 2 for me.

[Project Delta]

30??

[Holding On*]

Likewise Karina...


Well done everyone else!

Aaron your doing amazingly well! Keep it up! You can beat my 31 :)

[Harley Quinn]

everyone is doing great good job everyone

[dead]

day 2

[Holding On*]

Reverse, well done,.:) Tis better then me at the moment :P

[Project Delta]

Yeah i think its day 30 :P The game i got for day 28 is like uber awesomeness in a cd

[Holding On*]

nice one aaron, you deserve that game lol :P

[Project Delta]

lol i paid for it too but meh :D

[peaceloverugby]

Day 17, now tied with my previous record, hopefully I'll have a new record tomorrow! and my brother has a baseball game tonight, so that will distract me for at least two hours.

[Holding On*]

Well done Connor!! Keep it up dude :)

[Project Delta]

OMG i just realised i'm 3 hours from my second target o.o

[Holding On*]

Yay Aaron. :)

[BuryYourFlame]

keep it up everyone :)

day 4.

[peaceloverugby]

DAY 18!!!!!!!! this is my new record!!

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Congrats Connor!!! :D
Party time! :) Lol.

[Holding On*]

WELL DONE EVERYONE :D

And I am on 24 ish hours :D (That is good becuase I have nearly caved SO many times within these 24...)

[MysticalBurrito]

2 days, almost caved.

Conner you're doing great :D

Steph [I think I got it right] you're doing aweshume keep up the good work!
:)

[Holding On*]

Well done! :) and thanks Karina :)

[PoisonedRazorBlades]

I'm about halfway through day 6... Doesn't feel like six days...