I cut for the first time

[Depressed-but-Hyper]

I didn't know where the idea came from.

I've been depressed for more than 8 months... and its not getting any better.

My older sister self harmed for a while, and i was the one who sat with her when she cried and helped her clean up the blood even though i was 8 years younger than her.

So i finally snapped.
My dad found out he had severe cancer....and finally passed away 3 weeks later.

When i found out the floor spun, i felt sick and i passed out.

A while later i sat in my room and saw a pencil sharpener.

I cut....and then pulled the skin apart so it bled...
I started and now i can't stop...

[MysticalBurrito]

Yes you can while its not to late one cut is not to late to stop
please try to stop

[byee]

I'm really sorry about your dad.

There are a lot of ways to address depression without hurting yourself even more than you're already hurting. Please go tell your mum that you're depressed and you need someone to talk to and have her make an appt.

Don't cut, you've been thru enough. If we can help, let us know. Talking helps.

[Wolf Teen]

*Hugs* Need somone to talk to? After you cut, its almost imposible to stop. Trust me, i know...I'm really sorry about your dad, even though I know it doesn't help at all...PM me, we can talk if you want.

[derletztetag483]

try your hardest to stop. i know it's hard, i've been there. with so little stability in your life, it's easy to find things to help you feel better. believe me, there are so many better ways. you can talk to someone. if your mom doesn't buy the whole 'depression' thing, tell her you just need some grief counseling. that's 100% normal for people who have lost someone close.

at any rate, i'm so sorry about your dad.

[GiZzLe]

REMINDER: real user
well I've been down that road with my brother dying when I was seven. It didn"t start affecting me until I was in 4th grade. I started drinking and stealing drugs from my other brother. That went on and then in 7th grade I had gotten raped by my ex-boyfriend. After that It made me alot worse, I started cutting. people say it doesn't help, it relieves alot of pressure it makes me forget thing that I don't want to think about. It took me along time to quit, all my friends help me. They meant alot to me and I was scared to loose them........It's been three year since I've been clean from everything. For you I'm very sorry for what happened. I give my condolences to you and your family. It's your choice to stop, if you really want to quit just try with all your might to stop. I realized that it put alot of hurt on my friends and family. Just try to think on the positive side of life, no matter how bad your day goes.
I WISH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY WELL....
P.M. me if you ever want to talk bout things, I am here for you.