scarstarz23
February 17th, 2009, 02:22 PM
well i been doin the cutting thing for a year now i guess. moslty becuase i was lonesome. i would do it when my friends would leave my house at night, i throw these huge fits and then i fidn myself in the morning not remembering what i did, i know i cut but i forget how everyone of them happened. so i stopped drinking as much, but still do it. now i enter my room at night,a nd i feel like im in prison. from above me i watch the door close and im gonna cut myself. write in my journel and in my dilusional mind its all okay. :what: