Whats wrong with me?

[Mysticbeauty]

Ok, first I want to say is that I'm new and been eyeing this great site for a while now.
Now here's my problem I think have paranoia every 5 minutes of the day I look out the window it's compulsive. I don't know what I have but it feels like somethings wrong. Every night I have a hard time falling asleep because I think a ghost... is there just staring at me. It's odd but also I feel sometimes I am ugly and other times I feel I'm beautiful (the beautiful times out way the ugly times).
One more thing I'm a total perfectionist and always over analyze things. I find it weird no one else does. I've done a lot of crazy things in my past but I was just an adolescent and now I do not have an excuse. I always want things to be perfect and feel really hurt when people say things about me. I'm very sensivtive. but IRDK what's wrong with me. Sometimes I feel out of place and intimidated but yet I'm a brillant person. I feel like I could become famous one day and other day I'm a pessimist.
Thanks
And If we arent suppose to make single post I'm story I didnt know. I'm a total newbie. So please do not lock it. I need help. Thank you :]

[Sapphire]

To be honest, you sound like a normal teenager. We all have the odd weird thing that we do - yours seems to be looking out of the window repeatedly. The ghost thing sounds like a case of an active imagination. The alternating between valuing yourself as a person and feeling pessimistic are pretty normal for people and especially teenagers.

"I was just an adolescent and now I do not have an excuse"
I don't know what you mean by this statement though ^ You're 13 which means that you are an adolescent with all the raging hormones.

[Beautiful Obsession]

dont worry about it doesnt seem serous..
ur prob just havin imaganativ thoughts?
xx

[MattiaFrasca]

i have that sometimes too. when i hear a sound outside, i wouldnt be able to sleep. a few nights ago though i really heard a strange sound outside. it was like a UFO. i am not joking. i literaly got up and looked outside to see. it wasn't like a plane but it was just foreighn and i never heard anything like it. i couldn't sleep that night. i was so worryed.