hmm hormones?

[mexa]

ok so after i jack off i feel a little guilty, that guilt has wore off with time, just until i masturbate to porn (*cough* which is usually gay :D*cough*) i usually...sort of kind of fantasize im...well them and wish that would happen to me (usually bjs) that is UNTIL i cum, after that i feel a lot more guilt, loaads and im like "gosh do i really wish that for me to happen, what about STDS" and stuff and im like "why oh why do i wish for that????". I still belive im straight and since im going thru puberty i think its what makes me "wish" and "watch" this kind of stuff...soooo is it really puberty or thats just how i am?

might edit and post another question if i come up with it.
thanks to all in advance.

[IAMWILL]

Don't worry this hapens to everyone. It's actually the body reacting to having such pleasure that makes you feel guilty. The porn thing I'd totally normal too, no worries about that. Feeling guilty after masturbating is like crashing after having to much sugar. You feel awesome and you has energy then instantly you're tired, sleepy, and unattentive.

[coffeecash]

Don't worry about it! I somtimes watch porn, but I don't feel guilty. Don't worry about it, you will be fine.

[iceyfresh]

Ok your fine u get these weird feelings because your no longer horrny so your thinking diferent. And try no to tell storry's or get to vivid about what u do.