GiZzLe
February 12th, 2009, 11:43 AM
I love this guy(Ruben) alot he means the world to me. I've had a crush on him since 5th grade. i remember the say I met him, it was at dance practice. He sat there watching the girls practice, I was the oldest out of all the girls. I would try to look at him the whole night everytime he would look at me i would be so embarrased to make eye contact with him. His sister and I became bestfriends and were she was he was there too. It was amazing i loved bein even a few feet away from him. In 2007 some where in december he came to Mariachi practice with his sister, Me and Gabrielle both played the trumpet. He was being forced to be in the band because of his grades. He was forced to play the Violin. I started noticing that he staried coming around me more he started sitting closer to me,I would get so excited that he started to talk to me. This past summer I got a text sayin hi, i didnt kno who this was so i text back asking who it was..... It was him.Thoughts were racing through my mind I was so scared i didnt know what to do. Well we started talkin to each other. He turned out to be just like me, other than the guy(Nick) I was dating at the time. he was really sweet alot nicer than Nick. Nick was more of a gangster he was alot bigger than me, we would get into fights all the time. I was getting tired of it. Whenever I would talk to Ruben Nick would get mad, I guess you could say he was getting jelous.Ruben was getting tired of me talking about how upset I was getting over Nick. Ruben said I should leave him. That if me and Nick were meant to be that I could addmit that I loved him. I couldn't addmit it. Me and Nick started drifting apart from each other, Ruben was coming closer. Finally, the words I have been waiting for... He asked me!:wub: I told him idk(even though i was gonna say yes) because I was still with Nick. He told me he would wait for me no matter how long, he would wait for me. It was the Best day ever but I was still with Nick. I didnt know how to do it After five days of thinking it happened. I broke up with Nick. It hurt but it was for good never again will I go back for Nick.The next day I told Ruben he was happy, he was proud of me. I felt human again, i felt wanted. The day was August 2,2008 and now its February 7,2009 It has been six months. We have done alot of things together. Whats weird is we love going to church together. We dance alot, not to that gross rap music but to Country and Tejano. Our first dance was Neon Moon. We love being together as a couple. Well I just recently got grounded because Ruben picked me up after tennis practice and my mom got mad. Well my phone was takin away and I have no contact with him. His mother thought we broke up,we didnt. All of a sudden his mom started calling my mom. They started talking about me and Ruben. Well his mom wants us to break up. His mom is keeping us away from each other. I dont know what to do I dont wanna break up with him. I love him alot, I dont wanna leave him. He's my everything. I'm not gonna break up with him. But i need some advice on what to do.:confused: