Whats the point?

[wavey]

Hey all, i'm 15 and almost in my last year of school, the schol says i am very inteligent and looking @ c-a but then i am being put into freaking D-F's !!

and i have talked to my careers advisor today and hes been no help. fk sake. i mean. really. whats the point in following my career of IT up when i'm going to leave school smart but with a dumb fuck's grades. i just dont see the point. i might aswell go steady, get the d's and go to my local collage do sum shitty courses then live on the fucking giro for the rest of my life. whats the point, i mean ih ate almost everyone in my school, and i know they're all thinking about going to the same collages and the ones i have thought about they're all going to, i want a fresh start, even if that means fucking off to York or somewhere. why the hell must life be so depressive?!

I'd rather leave school with entry levels and be like the rest of teh school. dumb as shits and goin on E2E courses for people who wont succeed, just because i'm in a EBD school doesnt mean i'm a dumb fuck, but everybody thinks it, how am i going to live? knowing that every job or course i wanna be in / on says i have special 'needs' even though its behavioural, and the school report... nobody in our school has left to be sucessful, nobody.

So how can i be expected to excel in life if the school i'm at has no body to lookup to? the only person who understands me is the IT teacher and i dunno why, we just click.
(ironik.. CLick < Mouse > )

heh, all these kids are leaving school thinking that they're going on a course and gonna get loadsa money, i am surrounded by incompitent people. theres about 4 people outta 10 in my class who i think can put they're heads down and get it done, but the rest are going to piss about, fuck my life and results up and end up being on the doll, me paying for the lazy asses to get outta bed and look for a 10week course... omfg.

If just combody could feel what i'm feeling now, its depressive, i rally just wanna kinda, 'turn off' and just get the results predicted... or what my english teacher marked my coursework that i spent ages on, a high F low E... i worked my ass off on that. it's alot more in depth! hwo the fuck!

seriously, i am thinking about turning off and just sitting back. all them ideas about my career are now down the tubes. whats the freaking point. when everybody around you are incompitent bastards! thats right i said it! everybody around me is incompitent! i have hardly any room to excel or grow. because i am knocked back down the size when i wlak into school. travveling the same speed as them dumb fucks in my class. its embarrassing, but now i have no choice but to be in the school thats going to hold me back from future choices.

:| letting this out has not helped me but made me remind myself of how stupid the whole thing is. i have never self harmed and never planned to. until now. i might aswell take a knife and cut my wrists. since i wont need them will i? sitting on my ass getting a fucking giro every week.

if anyone cares. please post.

or did i waste my time?

In the future please do not bump your thread give it some time people will answer.
Axellance

[theOperaGhost]

Alright, calm down, man. Why are you letting the intelligence of the people around you affect you so much? You have to make of life what you want to. You have to want to succeed to actually achieve success. You are your own person, you are not like everyone in your class; in fact, all of you are different. You need to push yourself to do what you want to do.

[byee]

Wavey, I think you need to do the opposite of what you're thinking here: Instead of tuning out and flunking out, you need to dial in the concentration and motivation, take some initiative, and get back to work. You don't need things outside you to motivate you, you need something inside. Light that fire.

Having a goal to do IT work is great. Stay focused on that, keep your eye on the ball, and crack the books, study hard, get the good grades you know you can and need to further your career. Don't spend too much time being bothered by your current school circumstances, just look towards tomorrow and that IT future. And do what you need to to get there.

[Axellance]

Depression, Loss & Grief :arrow: Education & Careers

[INFERNO]

There's no need to worry or even care about the intelligence of the other people. They're dumb, so what? Means less competition for you. If the grades are bad, go to a community college for about 1 year, get the marks higher then go off to university. There's plenty of incompitent bastards all over the place, so why let them get you down? I'm in 2nd year university and there's tons of morons here but who cares? If they want to piss around, let them screw themselves up but not you. The only one holding you back is you.