Well...this isn't good.

[ShatteredWings]

I will make this as coherent as possiable, but some of this stuff is hard to explain/doesn't really make any sense.



Something is definatly wrong.
i haven't been able to let myself cry.. like at all. it sucks cuz i know a LOT of things would feel better if i could let it out in a less harmful and/or violent manner. i want to, and i need to, but something is holding me back. something is making me stop and just find myself at night rocking back and forth digging my fingernails into my arms..
or just curled up waiting for my head to stop spinning, and so that i can sleep.

i'm hearing weird things.. i can't define it at all.. it's like, there's this backround.. like i'm in a crouded room with earplugs (blocking out the ability to clearly hear words, but i can still hear the fact that *someone's* there)
and something is stalking me.. can't explain it, but SOMETHING is there. i'mnot sure if this is good or bad

i've been getting these random urges to just hit someone/thing.... everyone konws i'm slightly violent but ... i don't want to accidentally hurt someone.

If that made any sense... please help?

[HOLEinyoursoul]

I know exactly what you mean when you say something is watching you. I constantly have the same thoughts and i feel as if something is ACTUALLY watching and I swear there is. I cannot give you any advice seeing that I cannot even help myself. The best I can do is constantly look over my shoulder all the time, check and close the closet, check under the bed, close the curtains and hope to god no one finds me.

[Mrawesome]

Sometimes I'm talking to my freinds and suddenly I want to srangle them (I never tell them) and then when I am about to go to sleep I somtimes cry myself to sleep randomly I have no clue why and when I want to strangle someone it's very disciptive.......off topic I also have the feeling simthigs behind me... I always look around and glance in my clsit evrry couple of minute I feel like I an going insane and when I think about it it gets worse slot of the time I want to scream for help

[ShatteredWings]

Why won't my head shut up?
i know it's not real, but i don't want to take off my headphones because then it's obvious something's up.
right now, this one is bugging me the most.

just GO AWAY... i don't need this/these... whatever