The Truest Truth (Song)

[Underground_Network]

Time, I hear it moves in constant motion.
Love, I hear it requires devotion;
Home, I hear its really nice to have,
Alone, I know that right now that is where I stand.

I can't move on when I keep
On falling flat on my face
I have no true calling,
I have no desires
I'm just free falling again...

I want to be somebody else
I hate being myself,
I hate being myself,
I just want to make out
Okay for once in my goddamned to hell, fucked up life.

I want to do something right
To compensate for those lonely nights
Where I was robbed of my
Ability to demand the truth
From the people who have lied to me all my life.

I wish that I was young again
Or just a completely different man
So I could change the world
And not be stuck in this place
I call my sanctuary, but its nothing like it should be....

Oh it sucks to live when your urge is to die
Oh it sucks to want when you don't
Even have what you need.
And it sucks to hurt,
When you always feel so numb!

And you can't even tell
What time it is
Because the clock died
Over two years ago
And no one is there to fix it (never, no) (no one is there fix your broken heart)

I know I'll never be able
To change myself
Or change my neighbors
But maybe one day
Someone will hear me....

Maybe one day
Someone will hear me sing
And they'll say that ain't a bad story,
And then they'll ask if its true,
And I'll reply, it's the truest truth till the day I die (And I hope it helps somebody out there, I hope it helps the world someday)