God i hate life!!!!!!!!

[Viral Death]

Well yesterday my depression came back and now I just want to kill everyone around me that is yelling at me.

Today I went to school it was fine I was so pissed at the teachers that yelled at me I just had a thought about killing them. And then I got home and I got yelled at because they are too busy to pay attention to what I have to say. So I said you computer is more importaint than me and my grandmother told me to fuck off. I just told her that I wont be here that long so she wont have to deal with me.

But when I go to councelling that dont help!

What should I do before I just shoot myself?

And also on Friday I got left out of everything in PE I had to sit out during basketball, It seems like people want me gone out of this world and trapped in a box by myself.

[byee]

Give the counseling some time, it takes time to work. Talk with your counselor about all this, at least he'll be a sympathetic ear. And, probably a lot more.

As I like to say, all this stuff is temporary, eventhough it;s intense and feels like it's never ending, it's temporary. Hve hope, look forward to tomorrow (even if that's down the road), and make plans for that day. This will pass.

[Stark]

I've had days like this before.