I Wish That I Could End It Now

[MysticalBurrito]

-Removed-

[Mzor203]

Do you have a counselor of any sort? If not, I think you need to start seeing someone about your problem. It'll be a huge first step towards getting it fixed.

What you really need to do is to start surrounding yourself with supportive people. The friend that said she wished you would die... well, that is not someone that you want to be interacting with at such a critical point in your life. All "friends" like that are going to do are going to cause more pain. So what you need to do is find some people who you know will support you, and talk to them and get support from them. Right now it seems like this is a battle you need help with, you can't continue this fight alone. You could go to a school counselor, some trusted friends, another trusted adult, but find someone who can help you, someone who can be a shoulder to cry on when you really need it. Believe me, someone you can talk to can really help.

I hope this goes well for you, and I'm sorry that you're going through such a tough time in your life as this. Hope this helps, and try to get better. :)

[Burnthecity]

Rex said it all, you need to find help, you need to talk to someone about this, this is a problem you cant fix alone, you need the support of others

[MysticalBurrito]

I called the school counsler im going to her office tomorrow,
I really wish it was something i can do by myself.....
well my trying to stop cutting start now again

[Burnthecity]

Trying by yourself if a good thing, but get that extra help, youll regret it if you dont

[L]

ur friend said she hopes you'll die? are you sure she's a friend? wat the hell kind of a friend would say that!?

[MysticalBurrito]

well i thought she was a friend :(