why is it so hard to stop?

[MysticalBurrito]

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[Requin]

Maybe you need to look on the positive side of things??? Things for you COULD be worse.
Your grandpa may get through the prostate cancer. You never know.

Your friends are friends, that's what they do I'm afraid, sometime they piss us off, and times they don't.
Sorry this sounds a bit cruel and heartless, but I can't think of any other way to make you feel better??

Oh CUTE MONKEYS!
http://www.colinheatherly.com/images/Smile.jpg

[wpj815]

Yeah, it is difficult to stop. Mainly because it gives us what we want. In a subconcious way, the cutting is in some manner an entity. It represents what we want and drives away what we don't want. The human mind is attracted to it. When you cut, its like a euphoria, and it leaves us wanting more, like a high, it subsides, but leaves us addicted. Cutting is like any other drug, except it hurts us directly physically and emotionally. I know it is difficult to stop, because I've not cut for about 3 months now. And every day, it becomes harder. But you have to just hang in there. Feel free to contact me.