I want to do dig a hole in the woods then sit in it

[phish]

Ok the jist of everything of this is well I don't go to school I live in a shit house everything is dirt coverd (no think to my mom) and my hot water heater is broke,AC,fridge,drywall,laptop,carpet,lights, and all broke my biz fell threw (you know why dumb ass don't ask) I can't do anything I like to you know I have not fished since september and that is my pashion. I just don't know what to do I sit at home all day I have so much time no school sounds great no its SHIT I am being caped from my 2 oldest and greatest friends kate whos mother thinks I like her as a girl friend and GOD DAMN IT NO I DON'T and the other matt and his mother hates me for unknown reason and anyway now he lives 500 mines away in georgia. I was kicked out of my scout for hitting a kid in the head with a big ass snake hook and he was comming after me with a HAMMER you don't come after people with hammers EVER or was it a axe anyway it was a large item on a stick.

[Burnthecity]

Seems like yout having a rough time atm, you sit at home and have nothing to do, you need to find something preductive to do, something to take your mind off things and something you enjoy, you say you like fishing, why dont you got fhising (if its not winter where you live)

[phish]

Well I can fish all year but I can't since I HAVE NO MONEY I wish I could thanks.

[Callwaiting]

Maybe you could try a new hobby or try to meet new people outside of school?

There's heaps of fun free stuff you can do, especially if you have someone to do it with :) . You could try photography or drawing, exercise, or you could just do what I do on days when I have nothing planned and play a computer game :P

[MysticalBurrito]

why not and try to hang out with your friends?

[phish]

why not and try to hang out with your friends?


I don't have any since I sit at home all day. Where do you meet most if not all of your friends maybe school.

[Wolf Teen]

Go out and just go for walks or somthing. That can calm you down usually ^^ And somtimes you'll meet diffrent peaple who you might learn to like as a freind :)

[phish]

I do yesterday I walked 6 miles.

[nick979]

Right now, everyone is going through tough times. It has been hard for my family as well...just remember you're not alone--let's hope our new President gets things more under control.

Why don't you go to school? Did you drop out? At what grade?

Ok the jist of everything of this is well I don't go to school I live in a shit house everything is dirt coverd (no think to my mom) and my hot water heater is broke,AC,fridge,drywall,laptop,carpet,lights, and all broke my biz fell threw (you know why dumb ass don't ask) I can't do anything I like to you know I have not fished since september and that is my pashion. I just don't know what to do I sit at home all day I have so much time no school sounds great no its SHIT I am being caped from my 2 oldest and greatest friends kate whos mother thinks I like her as a girl friend and GOD DAMN IT NO I DON'T and the other matt and his mother hates me for unknown reason and anyway now he lives 500 mines away in georgia. I was kicked out of my scout for hitting a kid in the head with a big ass snake hook and he was comming after me with a HAMMER you don't come after people with hammers EVER or was it a axe anyway it was a large item on a stick.

[phish]

Well It is a vary vary vary long story a 13 year story but the jist of it is I have bin going to school off and on my hole life the last time was when I was 10 then 8 and so on. But anyway in the old days I would bash holes in the wall and I could not stay under control dew to things like food die and it is understandable the stuff in made of petroleum. One day I will put it in a book and the chapter for today would be called picking up the pieces. It took 13 years to get where I am going docs from baltimore, MD to charleston, SC to phoenix, AZ. Well now I am left with a house full of holes yeah really. And now my mother that got me out of it is now holding me back in it she go's around saying he needs a class room with full spectrum lights and yeah it would be nice but DAMN IT DO YOU WANT ME TO FUCKING FAIL 4TH,5TH,6TH,7TH,8TH grades. The truth is when I went to the right school years ago I would get straight A's day in and say out. I my mother did so much for me but now she is holding me back I try to fix something is breaks becuse of her. I go to my dads house and I feel great it's clean there's heat there's a pond there's a person with reason around I come over here and BOOM I am depressed and feeling like shit. Last night my dad had the girl he's dating over and wanted to get me out in 2 hour I was calling offering $20 bucks to come back till the morning and it was 9pm. Down stars in my house there the temps is 50 degrees. If it where summer I would go to my dads pond and catfish witch dose not cost me a dime but they don't bite in winter in march I will start and i think I will feel a little better when I fish everyday of the week for as long as I wish with no one bickering at me for anything and I can do what I love.

[zoig]

Dude thats pretty harsh but you can't give up.

[phish]

WellI don't know what to do here is is how I feel http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5_1RqyNdzbE I could have cryed when I saw this live it took $350 2 hours in the car and it was worth it.

I think spring will be the cure I will be able to say fuck you I am going fishing for catfish on the river everyday at 4am till november. I will be looking damn good to it is 14 miles there and back.

[Stark]

Things will get better.

[phish]

Things will get better.

I have bin saying that for 7 years of this crap. It did not used to be so bad when I was at work all day everyday in my room selling reptiles and reels I loved my work and it fell threw I only have one snake right now and I have 2 reels for sale.


I don't know what to do. In the old days I got straight A's and I knew what I was going to do and it is all fucked up. I became a man a few months ago when I worked my ass off so I could at least have aa nice place to live and someone screwed it up. I can see my life playing out I can because I have a uncal that is just like me in every way you could think of and I am going to hobble along with one crazy biz after another dealing cars and homes that kind of thing. I just got back fro my dads and I felt great there and I get here and I feel like shit again.