Self Injery Poem...

[chelsay13]

my teacher told me to write when I'm upset instead of cutting. I have been writing, and about 10 minutes ago I wrote this....

the constant feeling of remorse
worrying every second something might happen
doubting the will power of ones self
stupidity takes over
your no longer listening to your heart, but your mind
you can't control it
it just happens
the pain starts, you embrace it
you feel the sensation of fake happiness inside you
almost as if nothing bad could possibly happen
your unstoppable
you can do anything
but that feeling starts to fade
your back to sadness and self doubt
the guilt flows throughout your body
it's almost too much to bare
you just want it all to end
to stop the cycle of self inflicted pain

i'm new to writing poetry. But I think it kind of helps.
so maybe you guys could try it.

[BeRZElius]

I thought it was beautiful. (:

EDIT:

Not the actual aspect of the poem

but, that you're making an effort to stop.

<3

[chelsay13]

thank you :)

[Θάνατος]

Hey very nice poem. I agree with your teacher it is better to write poetry than cut. I wish you luck and look forward to you writing more poetry.

[LaLa]

woot woot! i think poetry makes everything better! it's on of the only ways i can truely express myself...

[chelsay13]

same here :)

[Triceratops]

I liked it (:
It resembles exactly how I feel

[chelsay13]

yeah, i showed it to some of my friends. they said the same thing.