ShatteredGlass
January 22nd, 2009, 06:26 PM
I feel like giving up. I'm nothing? What am i good for? Nothing. I want to give up. I want to stop cutting. I want to be smart and scociable and pretty. But I'm not im never good enough. Sometimes i feel so numb with sorrow, with my nothingness i wish, someone would slit my throat, and I would die. Sometimes a get so angry I want to put a gun to my head and pull the trigger. And why? WHY! I have a perfect life. I'm undeserving, i'm selfish! I'm the only problem in my life. SHOOT ME PLEASE! My mom says it's a phase, well great mom but if I kill myself when I'm this "phase" I'm not coming out of it!