drink.drugs.and smoking

[Waiting]

im not even aloud to drink cuz i fucked myself over when i tied to kill myself
yet i still do
i smoek weed, most nights now,its quite stupid
i knwo its bad, wrong and gonna screw me up
yet i still do
and i smoke
its killing me slowly
yet i still do
i need to sort my life out
yet i like it how it is

as ive been getting drunk or high more or since ive been smoking
i havnt had a single urge to cut
oh dear

[serial-thrilla]

i do all that too. but i do it in moderation. balance is the key. if you drink one day try not to smoke. or vice versa

[TheWizard]

You need to stop everything before you get hooked.

[Waiting]

problem is im worried if i stop this then i'll have my cutting urges again

[Whisper]

I'd tell you to stop everything all together but all I do is cut and I can't stop.....to be honest...I don't want to
It works for me

What you have to do is ask yourself is which of the 4 is the "lesser evil" so to speak
and focus on stoping the rest
when your finnished with them
Turn your attention to the last one
and stop it

Weither you tackle the one you belive to be the most dangerous
Or the one you've been doing for the shortest amount of time
Or the one thats the easiest
Or whatever
It's up to you

Weither you want to stop any period is up to you
You have to take a look around
Think of Laura, your family, your friends, your dreams, your future
and decide if there worth fighting for or not

In the end
No matter what anybody says or trys to do
Its up to you

~xXx~

[serial-thrilla]

problem is im worried if i stop this then i'll have my cutting urges again honestly then your best bet is the keep doing it. smoking and drinking are better alternatives

[Waiting]

I'd tell you to stop everything all together but all I do is cut and I can't stop.....to be honest...I don't want to
It works for me

yeah, i loved to cut, but it huts laura every tiem i do
she doesnt mind me smoking, she finds me comedy when im drunk and i never get high around ehr so she doesnt need to see that
but she cant stand be cutting


What you have to do is ask yourself is which of the 4 is the "lesser evil" so to speak
and focus on stoping the rest
when your finnished with them
Turn your attention to the last one
and stop it

thats one of the hardest things to decide
cutting: its a great feeling,
but one fo the worst feelings you can have at the same time
i love it. laura hates it. i love her more

oh god i dotn know which is the lesser evil
i think the most evil si cuttign tho
but aslogn as im throwing mylife away liek this i not even worried about cutting again



Weither you want to stop any period is up to you
You have to take a look around
Think of Laura, your family, your friends, your dreams, your future
and decide if there worth fighting for or not

to be honest i dont want to stp any of it
but i know everything, hell even if i had nothing but my sweetheart it would be enough for me
but she only cares about the cutting, nothign else
i dont know


In the end
No matter what anybody says or trys to do
Its up to you

~xXx~

the worst thing is that its up to me
im bad at this kind of stuff
i wish i could be better

thanks for all your help x

[Waiting]

i have other hobbies

[Φρανκομβριτ]

Patch, I'm in the same pickle. I know it's hard, but just give them up one at a time. Right now I'm cutting and drinking. My mum offered me pot tonight and I declined, I haven't had a fag since thursday. Just slowly take them away