Please help.

[serial-killa]

Please help me. I cut myself all the time and im always wearing long sleeve shirts even in the hot weather. I'm always on this site trying to help others in need and that gives me temporary happiness but as soon as I sign off the sadness comes right back. My life at school makes me feel like I'd do the world a favor by killing myself. My parents found out and now im constantly being watched. I can't write stories, I can't write poems, and i can't do anything but basically go to school. All I can do now is sit in my room and cut myself my parents tried to find all my razor blades but i have them hidden everywhere. Each day i cut deeper and deeper into my arms and i need help. but now i feel like I've wasted the time of all you free people.....

Should I just end it all now?

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

nope, if u really wanted to u would have already. but u didnt. ur still here. and thats a good thing. helping other people and putting them above yourself is the most virtuous thing you could do, and the world is a better place with u here in it giving your love to people u dont even know

[serial-killa]

thanks that makes me feel a bit better my parents want me to start seeing a psychologist and i think i will until then ill keep helping people on here

[Φρανκομβριτ]

It can't hurt/ It's a good idea. They do help.

[Kiros]

That is a good idea :) I'm glad you're willing to do that. PM me if you have any problems though.

Good luck mate!

[sgtpeppers]

my honest opinion is to start meditation and go to a Physicologisthxafhklxz . meditation helps u just forget everything and it allllllll goes away, trust me, just dont cut no matter what. AND DONT KILL YOURSELF plzzz (i already have enough stress in my life...)

[dying lullaby]

my honest opinion is to start meditation and go to a Physicologisthxafhklxz . meditation helps u just forget everything and it allllllll goes away, trust me, just dont cut no matter what. AND DONT KILL YOURSELF plzzz (i already have enough stress in my life...)


i disagree. medication does not make you 'just forget everything'. i am on 3 different medications right now and none of them make me forget things. my memories will always be with me, but my response to them will be different. for example, instead of cutting b/c of a horrible memorie, now i will write about it, or tlak about it, or even cry about it. the medication helps calm me down and keeps me from doing harmful things on impluse.

[Toongig]

Don't ever think you're better off dying. Always Keep yourself alive to see what will happen to you next. It can't get worse right?

[CoffeeBeak]

Medication doesn't solve problems... it just makes them easier to deal with.

It's like sandpaper... it smooths out the jagged edges of feelings to make them hurt a bit less.

[BillyWitchDoctor.com]

i think medication wouldnt b the answer. but the phsycologist is a good idea since they can help you solve things out. also a little bit of phsycology from myself, it may be pretty hard right now to see the good things about yourself and what you do because you tend to feel bad more. but you really need to reflect on yourself and for maybe just an hour think ONLY good things about yourself and try and remember times when you were laughing and having fun. after that i bet youd feel good :bigsmile:

[Pink-Floyd]

Sgt.Peppers said Meditation not Medication, And your parents are tring to help, why do u think they suggested to see a whatever, and trying to find the razor blades, imagine how sad they'd be if u died

[BillyWitchDoctor.com]

ooo, wow im such a good reader [sarcasm] but yea. killing may end the problem for you, but for all the others who truely love you even if u dont think they do, well it just makes more problems for them. they might feel that its their fault because they could have done more and everyhting. stay with us for a while and just take one thing at a time, it WILL get better eventually :hug:

[Oath]

When my father found out about my cutting he also sent me to a phsycologist, personaly i didnt like it because i guess im not comfortable w. talk to a woman i barely no and she cant relate to my problems, but my friend say a phsycologist and it really helped him. So i hope it helps you. Good Luck. PM me if ya want someone to talk to maybe we can both jsut talk.

[c.a.182]

god put u on the earth for a reason(corny, yes i know) and ur still young you have SO MUCH to live for, even if it doesnt exsist yet, theres more that the future holds for u babe!