Shattered

[ShatteredGlass]

The worse thing about cutting. Is that i've shattered myself. And just as shattered glass can NEVER be fixed, it can NEVER return to it's original state. EVERYONE will always know that it was once broken, that it was once shattered. There is no hope for being normal, for returning to how it was before the first cut, there is no return for ShatteredGlass

[Sapphire]

There is hope of recovery. There is hope of living without this hanging over you all the time.

It won't go away, but you can force it far into the background

[Malcolm Tucker]

:hug: You can always recover. No matter how far gone you think you are, you can always come back. Yes, it won't go away for a while. Sure today is 2 months since I last cut, and I almost did it last night. The road to recovery isn't easy, but you can always come back, to recover. You just need to believe you can do it :)

[ShatteredGlass]

Thx, it helps

[-Silence]

You're right, you will never go back to what was normal before cutting, because if that normal was so normal you would have never started cutting. After cutting you will be more aware, you will be able to understand what makes people do what they do because you were in the exact same place by doing something crazy to get your desired effect.

Instead you will get stronger. You will develop a better sense of what normal is supposed to be, and by doing that become a better and healthy person altogether.

Everyone won't know what was broken unless you let them know. You have that control.

[ShatteredGlass]

Thx, that makes me feel a lot better (not being sarcastic if it sounded like that). And you're rite, maybe i dont wanna go back to "normal" becuz, i dont wanna stop, without taking ne thing away from this, from what i've done.