I Feel Tired...

[Anonymous]

Well I should start off by saying that I'm not going through the best times right now. My pills aren't working. I threw them out the window.
I'm not even going to take meds anymore. I'm tired of them.
I want to be real. Living on pills(literally, I am.) is fake. If I want to beat depression, I can't hide in my corner and take 3 different medications that make me oblivious to everything.

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Secondly, counseling has been ok. I go 3-4 times a week. I also turned myself into a teen rehab called "Teen Matters". They have helped a little. No one seems to understand though.
I am a liar, a thief, a slave, a burden. I am ready to end it.
I feel as though I fake it to every person here and everyone around me.
Life sucks. I'm ready to let go now.
Just let loose. End it all. End everything. I feel tired...

[Φρανκομβριτ]

Austin hun, you have so much more life to live. TO end it now would be silly. You don't know how things will turn out. ANd don't say you do, because it's impossible. You can get through this. I KNOW you can. Just take a deep breath and try and be posotive. You are doing all the right things. It'll take time.

[ScotsGirl]

I know you can get through this aswell Austin!
:hug:
Im glad youre going to conselling now. You have done so well coming this far!
Please dont give up :(
Austin I know you can do this!

xxx

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yeah going through counseling will help bigtime..dont worry ull get through it

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

Austin hun, you have so much more life to live. TO end it now would be silly. You don't know how things will turn out. ANd don't say you do, because it's impossible. You can get through this. I KNOW you can. Just take a deep breath and try and be posotive. You are doing all the right things. It'll take time.

hey rudi, right back at ya