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AutumnDae
January 3rd, 2009, 11:01 PM
Ha, there's a guy. His name is Chris.

The day before our Christmas vacation (Friday the 19th) it was snowing really hard. My mom hates driving in the snow, so she called the school and had us ride the bus home. I was kinda bummed out, ya know? Last day of school, I just wanted to get home, but I understood.

For about a week before that day, Chris, and I had been kind of talking. It started when I got Alex, my younger brother off the bus after school, to take him to my mom's car. I said to Chris "Hey! I never see you anymore! We used to talk all the time dude!" And after that, we had just said "Hey! I see you!" when we saw each other.

Okay, back to Friday the 19th. It was AP (Activity Period) which is at the end of the day. It's like homeroom, but there were volleyball games going on in the gym that day. I went to watch, being the fiend for volleyball that I am. I saw a friend Cory and Tyler there, and started talking to them. Then I started talking to Chris. It was really loud in the gym, so I had to stand pretty close to Chris to hear him. About 4 people asked if we were dating. Wow, can't two people talk? Ha, by the way him and I ride the same bus.

Jon, a boy that rides our bus also, walked up to us and asked Chris who he was sitting on the bus with. I call Jon my "morning bus buddy" cause I always sit with him in the morning. Chris pointed at me, and I was a bit surprised. Alright, now I have an "afternoon bus buddy" too!

So we get on the bus, and I sit with Chris, all the way in the back. Montana and Jon were sitting across from us. The roads were horrible, and I get really nervous and shaky when that happens. I tried to concentrate on the laughter, the radio playing, and the small conversations. I couldn't handle it. I apparently looked horrible and Chris glanced over and said "Autumn....are you okay? You aren't looking to good...." I said "Yea, I'll be alright. I hate bad weather." He patted my shoulder and started talking to me. To take my mind off the bad weather, I made one of those fortune teller things. It was pretty funny, those fortunes were. I gave Chris his, and then did Montana's. After I did hers Chris took it. I didn't care, and he said "Well I'm gonna keep this. *grin*" I said "It's yours." Then Montana goes "He's gonna hang it on his wall with a Post-it that says "Oh my lover Autumn made this! December 19th,2008!!!"" We all laughed.

Chris had his phone out, and so did Montana. Chris took Montana's and put his number in there. Then I took Chris' and put my number in his, cause I felt like it. Montana wrote a txt message on her phone and showed it to him. I "wasn't allowed" to see. He nodded, and Montana giggled.

Chris got off, and I asked Montana what it said. "Oh I'm sure you can guess, you idiot!" So I asked, and yes it said "Do you like her?"

So, I have an admirer.

Now that you have background info, I can get to the point.

These past few 2 weeks I have been thinking of him. Do I like him? I mean yea, he's nice and all, but I never really noticed him in that way before I knew he liked me. But then I think, what if I do like him?

I don't know if I really do like him or not. Or, because he likes me am I trying to tell myself that I do?

I have no idea now. I tried to get his number, to txt him and talk, but nobody had it. But if he liked me all that much, he could have txted me right? I mean I put my number in his phone. He does seem kind of shy.....

byee
January 3rd, 2009, 11:42 PM
Oh, Autumn, I'm jealous.

I think it means that there's someone who's a part of your life in some way (as friends are, even 'Bus friends) and where that goes is unclear.

Don't get too far ahead of the story here (eventhough for you that might be bhard), and just take it a day at a time, spend some time with him, be open, and see where it goes.

AutumnDae
January 3rd, 2009, 11:44 PM
Damn Sam, I guess you are right.

HA! I rhymed!

Update: I saw him today. I didn't say anything. Neither did he. But then again we had about 30 seconds left to get to class and mine was all the way at the end of the hallway.

alskdjfalskdjfsd I don't even know if I like him. I want to be really good friends with him. He's so nice and sweet. We used to be really good friends, I have no idea what happened. Then I think about it and I kinda wanna date him. Do I just want a boyfriend? I don't know.

alex95
October 1st, 2009, 03:38 PM
Hm.... Try your luck you girls have more luck than guys trust me ask him out

Grey fox
October 1st, 2009, 04:08 PM
...

I would say go for it, but it sounds like you two are good friends and you wouldn't want to jeopardise that.

HOWEVER - he sounds like pretty much everyone's ideal guy, and he blatantly adores you.

Do what you want to do though, think it through and consider what would give you the most happiness.

Atonement
October 1st, 2009, 04:27 PM
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