beautifuL_Letd0wn
January 17th, 2005, 04:15 PM
i feel like the only thing that ever makes me feel better is eating .. its like im eating my pain away .. but i dont want to .. i just lost a wole lot of weight and now im starting back on it again .. im afraid to put on weight but the only thing that makes me feel betetr is food ..
so far i ate
string cheese
half a box of smidgens
2 hot roast beef sandwhichches
half a bag of chips
a whole lot of caramel popcorn
and i still feel like i need to cry .. but its a little better .. what do i do about this ?? im soo overwelmed with all of my friends problems, because im the only one they can trust andi always help .. but i think its too much, because i cant even handle my own problems anymore
so far i ate
string cheese
half a box of smidgens
2 hot roast beef sandwhichches
half a bag of chips
a whole lot of caramel popcorn
and i still feel like i need to cry .. but its a little better .. what do i do about this ?? im soo overwelmed with all of my friends problems, because im the only one they can trust andi always help .. but i think its too much, because i cant even handle my own problems anymore