ConfusionMuch
December 30th, 2008, 08:31 PM
Ok,
Everything started off great. I went in to college one day, met this really cute girl. A week later, I was going out with her. Great for 2 weeks, her personality started to come out. Suicidal, and self-hating. 2 more weeks of telling her I think she is beautiful and she isn't holding me back, I see its going nowhere and want out.
I didn't have the heart to break up with her - so I said something I really shouldn't have to her best mate, which got her to dump me. A week passes, and I hear she tried running away and was caught at the airport - 50 miles from her house.
I'm thinking, thank you! She didnt go do something stupid. Next thing I know, I have her mates adding me on msn, right left and center begging me to get back with her, because she'll never be the same. I explain myself to them 10 times, then remove them...
About two days before today, I got an email from her best mate, telling me she had a noose hung from her bed, and a note wrote out on her desk - thats when she burst into the room and stopped her.
I added my ex to msn, and talked to her. She told me that If I didn't get back with her, she would kill herself and then the blood would be on my hands. I feel like i'm being forced into a decision here...
HELP!
Everything started off great. I went in to college one day, met this really cute girl. A week later, I was going out with her. Great for 2 weeks, her personality started to come out. Suicidal, and self-hating. 2 more weeks of telling her I think she is beautiful and she isn't holding me back, I see its going nowhere and want out.
I didn't have the heart to break up with her - so I said something I really shouldn't have to her best mate, which got her to dump me. A week passes, and I hear she tried running away and was caught at the airport - 50 miles from her house.
I'm thinking, thank you! She didnt go do something stupid. Next thing I know, I have her mates adding me on msn, right left and center begging me to get back with her, because she'll never be the same. I explain myself to them 10 times, then remove them...
About two days before today, I got an email from her best mate, telling me she had a noose hung from her bed, and a note wrote out on her desk - thats when she burst into the room and stopped her.
I added my ex to msn, and talked to her. She told me that If I didn't get back with her, she would kill herself and then the blood would be on my hands. I feel like i'm being forced into a decision here...
HELP!