I'm close to suicide...

[alesana1194]

I really hate my life right now...i just wish it would end.


Ive always been the kid nobody liked since kindergarten.

Everyone would make fun of me.

It got so bad i ended up cutting myself.

I get made fun of for the stupidest things...being smart, liking things nobody else likes, not liking sports, and just being different.

I get made fun of for being gay. My friend started to like me, and he said that he would come over one day to make it official, and on that day he txted me and said "i was just kidding."

That hurt like fuck. He went off and told everybody i was gay. I don't care that I am, but the fucking fact someone has the nerves to fucking lead you on?

I just lost my best friend to a fight over nothing. He reminded me how much my life sucks. He reminded me of what everyone used to say to me in school, how i used to cry for hours when I got home...how I had no friends...

I just need people to tell me they care

I don't want to do this, but I'm stuck with the decision.

[Church]

Ever consider solving the problem? Also it really does suck being lead on like that, happened to me before I feel you bro, some guy said he liked me and told the whole school I was gay (I bi though) So I kicked his ass, not saying that best way to solve it but you should talk to him about it, suicide isn't the best way to solve anything

[Hyper]

Well I care.. And somebody has to care in real life.

Alot of things suck and go wrong.... But the most important thing is learning from the bad & good things so you can prevent them when possible...

I think its hard to make friends for anyone.. But I think the whole issue is finding them. Once you meet somebody who you'll be friends with things usually go their own course

What you shouldn't do is become afraid of life and distrusting of everyone, its good to be a pit careful especially with people but its also important to keep trying or else you wont get anywhere.

Don't try to change the way you are or anything like that there are people exactly like you out there and you'll only be happy if your accepted as you are.. Try to get by somehow and try to get out somewhere and socialize if you do that you'll eventually find some friends, of course you might also get hurt but thats always a possibility

And if you had a fight with your friend think over it and if it was your fault apologize, if not then just wait, if your friend really is your friend he'll come around.

Pfft morning rambling... Also what about your parents?

[With.My.Radio]

I care too. I don't know you, but I know your situation. I was made fun of for most of my elementary school and especially my middle school years. I never knew the reason why. I just knew I was different and people didn't like that.

Not knowing why people do the cruel things they do is the worst. But the thing that makes it better is the fact that there ARE people out there who have gone through what you are going through now. Maybe not the exact situation, but still similar.

Everybody hates their life sometimes. But it DOES get better. You are at a really low point in your life right now but ending it won't help anything. Do you have parents? I bet they would be very supportive if you talked to them about your thoughts instead of acting on them and ending your life.

[wavey]

I feel for you, peopl think i'm gay because stuff slips out, but who the fuck cares, EVERYBODY IS CURIOUS, it's part of puberty!
The amount of time's i've thought about suicide is immense, i have never went to cut myself, ifi was you i'd talk to ur parents, and go to a phsycologist, i know it'll cost a bit but i mean, itll be worth it...

Just dont take ur life.