Well i need to let this out.

[Eclipse]

Yesterday i fell off the back of a trailer and hit my head on concrete. It hurts enough that i can't even sleep on my back. I wish my life ended there and then. Everybody's yelling at me today. Even if my 6 year old cousin is with me even that can't make me comepletely happy. I still can't escape the feeling of wanting to cut myself up. I've been doing so good. I'm afraid of ruining all this progress. I want to get out of this crappy-ass life.

[Requin]

Well if you were doing well then surely that proves that you can have a good life?

If you know that you can and by the sound of it you could, then all you need is to have a positive attitude. That's pretty crap advice I know but I think that may honestly help.
Didn't Henry Ford say "Whether you think you can or whether you think you can't, your probably right"

^That is a great saying and it makes so much sense. Try, I know it's hard I've tried, and go into the day thinking that it's going to be great, not every day is going to be hunky dorrie and sun shining bright but at least then you will feel better about yourself. :-)

[byee]

Oh, yuck, you've had a really bad day! It never fails that when that happens, everything else seems to fall to pieces, too.

Life's a roller coaster, ups and downs. The downs are more tolerable if you can keep them in perspective and recognize that they're temporary, and that maybe, hopefully, a few 'up's" are coming your way soon.

Hang in there, take extra good care of yourself, and it'll turn around. Just stay focused on the longer view here.