well this is the day

[DarkWingedAngel]

yep this is they day my grandpa died
it was 4 years ago today
i cried for weeks and weeks after he died
well now im depressed agen because my mom is taking me to his grave today
he was the best liked everything i did golfing and other stuff
i guess im still morning on him and never going to let him go
im afraid that to see his grave agen will get me to have a breakdown agen
idk i just don't want it to happen agen

[byee]

Oh, sorry for your loss. I think when you love someone and they go, it's hard, you miss them. But, with the passage of time, it gets easier. You remember the good times better, and maybe come to realize that when you love someone, they never really leave you. The feelings remain, and summoning them up can be a source of comfort, forever. The form is different, it's not physical, they're not really there, but the attachment is.

You can choose maybe to not go to the cemetary, or if you do, maybe try to get in touch with the good feelings you have, use it as a way of celebrating his life and what he meant to you, rather than just feeling the physical loss.