Why don't people like me?

[TheWizard]

Is it thast everyone hates me?
Is it because I'm schizo?
Is it because I haven't experienced anything normal teens do?

Or

Is it because I hate myself.

I just want to die.

[redcar]

:hug: i know this means nothing but i like you, your a real nice guy. but you to love yourself before trying to work out anything else.
and people shouldnt hate you for being schizo thats totally out of your control, and people who do that are not worth the air they breath. focus on the good things and good things only.

[Whisper]

Is it thast everyone hates me? Josh hun I don't hate you, I admit I was mad at you for the first time ever befor but I'm not now your a great guy hun
Is it because I'm schizo? No I wasent mad at you for that at all
and anybody that gets mad at you because your a schizo isnt worth your time
fuck'em
Is it because I haven't experienced anything normal teens do?

hahahahaha
Neither have I hun
Thats not your fault
shit happens
Everyones diffrent

Or

Is it because I hate myself.

Hun you shouldn't hate yourself
Nobody's perfect, thats what makes life interesting, its what makes us unique
Your a great guy
You have helped thousands of people
Everybody hates something about themselfs
"If only I was faster
Stronger
Smarter
If my hair was black
If it was blonde
If I could spell
If I could do math
If I could only draw"
etc...
Everybody wishes they were better at stuff or looked diffrent
Its what gives us the drive to change, adapt, learn and grow
As with many things though...its not free, its a double edged sword
It leads to self dou't, self hatred, leading to depression, SI, Anorexia, Bullimia, Body Dismorphic Disorder, etc..

Josh what i'm trying to say is
your AWESOME!
You have to be one of the most caring teens i have ever met
Don't EVER think diffrent


I just want to die.
Well I don't want you to
Many people love and care about you
You have much potential Josh....If only you could see it
I can see you doing great things Josh

Suicide is an escape
Its the easy way out
I know as well as you do
We've both tried
It lets you leave everything behind

Josh......There comes a time in every mans life when he must decide between doing what is right and what is easy
Nobody can make that decision for you
Only teach you and pray that you'll follow your heart

Don't die on me hun

~xXx~

[TheWizard]

I'm nothing so whatever I do won't matter.

[redcar]

you are not nothing your a great person, look wat you ahve done hear. you ahve set up a great site which many have found helpful in finding firends and people to get them through rough times. and you are a really nice and helpful guy whom i have great respect for. and wat you do does matter, we all love you, and hate seeing such a great guy like this.

[///James///]

you no josh if u wernt here, so many of us wouldnt of known so many people. god only knows what could of happened to any of us if this place didnt exist

your the most important person to anyone who has gained anything from vt, cos your the one who brough us together, and by god do we love you for it

[ThePhantom]

Yeah seriousley josh, look at the self harm forum: look at how many people ahve gotten support and help from that forum . . look at how many people have been loved enough to stop hurting themselves ..

i am sure that this whole website has stopped at least 2 total suicides, and that is enough for anyone

[///James///]

look at me and rudi: if it wernt for you, i would of found him and i wouldnt be so happy

look at the people (the hundres of them as you said before), who read my gay story. if you wernt here, i wouldnt of been given such a great oppertunity to do that and apperently help so many others out

we all love ya

[Shaolin]

Josh, i know your feeling frustrated. If you've got time, i highly recommend you read this book, it's not a hard read, and im sure you can read, understand and help you'reself.

http://www.hypericum.com/dep/deptoc.htm

I believe everyone has the power within them to heal themselves, just sometimes when they are ill, they cant find that power themself. Read the book, and PM me if you ever want to ask anything, id be happy to talk to direct you to the right information.

[quackcow]

harry potter guy your awsome it makes my day when i see the smily face for ur icon.

[Physicist]

Josh, listen up, this site has been THE most important thing to my life, I can't imagine what state I would be in if it wasn't for you. While I still don't feel quite comfortable enough to reveal my past names, I will tell you that I would be in a horrible mind set or possibly even dead if I hadn't come upon this site. And don't think you would be worthless without this site, because you are a great person. I love how optimistic you are all the time even when you are down, MANY people use this smilie ->:) but for some reason when I see it in your posts it means so much more. Every time I see it from you it makes me smile, but in just a random post it doesn't mean anything.

[~Dazed&&Confused~]

harry potter guy your awsome it makes my day when i see the smily face for ur icon.

dude this thread is months old...