Just shoot me now...

[Sapphire]

My mood has been flattened.
Don't feel like I'll ever be good enough.
Sometimes I wonder why I ever really try.
Then I realise that if I don't try then I may as well just lie down and wait for death to take me.
I can't be seen to do that, regardless of how I feel.
I wish someone would just shoot me, just like you would do with a lame racing horse.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

aw hun im so sorry that your so sad :(
but life is worth living.
what your feeling now will go away and things WILL get better,
You need sadness to appreciate happiness,
i know your stronger than to give up, stay strong, troop it out
Your life is going to be filled with great things, stick around to see them :)