going to the same party as my ex

[Fiending_the_freedom]

ugh,
so i'm going to a friends birthday party tonight.
brendan (my ex) is going to be there.
its going to be so weird,
i havent seen him face to face since i called the cops on him like three weeks ago XD

so im going to just act really happy, have fun and ignore him, not start yelling at him when i'm drunk ><.

so i've made sure i'm going to be there before him,
i'm going to help decorate with the guys gf and we'll pre-drink to settle my nerves.

i'll keep you guys posted on what happens.

they said they'll kick him out if hes rude to me.

[Aηdy]

have fun tegan (: he wont dare do anything hun :)

[Fiending_the_freedom]

so i went there
im crying
long story short
we talked
im fuckign vryign so is o upseeeeeeeeeet, fuck him

[Donkey]

He's a dick head :P

[Fiending_the_freedom]

he brought a date.
what a fucking hypocrite.
how can he still be trying to beat up the guy im seeing AND bring a date. yuo cant hjave both!

[Gumleaf]

my thinking tegan is that his date was a decoy. he brought the date to make you jealous because he still wants you, which would explain why he wants to beat up your guy. i'm really sorry you have to go through this tegan, you deserve so much better. hopefully he will soon get over you and move on, but until then i guess you just need to try and stay away from him.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

yea he called me today when i was at work, we fought,
he ended up hanging up on me and i had a giant red rash on my chest fromk the anxiety and i was shaking.

he told me that I took him aside last night and asked him why the fuck he brought a girl.
then he said "well if your going to go FUCK jared why not"
and then i punched him in the face 10 times (he said it hurt XD hahaha)
people pulled me off him.
then he said later i wanted to talk again but then just ended up crying, and then i put my head on his shoulder :|
yea, and on the phone he was saying
"you ruined everyones night last night, typical tegan getting too drunk, grow the fuck up your so immature, you ruined the party last night by being a drunk loud mouth like always." and he said a bunch of other things too,
i basically jsut told him to not touch jared, dont beat him up, but he said its too bad its going to happen. he also said that he never wants to see me (durr i dont want to see you either) and i said thats too bad because im coming to the bar tonight with you guys (oour frriends birthday) he ended up hanging up on me.


ARG I FUCKING HATE HIIS GUTS.