alsoknownas
December 13th, 2008, 12:53 PM
I AM officially have the worst case of female phobia and my life just sucks.
long story short
Last year i had this crush on a girl where i was scared because she was the only girl that make my heart do backflips.
6 months on i try to ask her out. i say i Like her and she said OH and i bottled it and gave up.
Now its one year on and i been trying to ask her out all this time.
Now her little bro knows about my crush and winds me up about it but he doesn't know for sure, hes just living on a rumor.
anyway he said she had a boyfriend and how she was always on the mobile to him, at first i thought he was winding me up, actually wishing it. but yep she was on the mobile allot.
then he started to take the mick of how i looked really mad but i just smiled and said that it was nice for her:(
Im so jelous of whover that boy is and id love to ounch his lights out but that would probabally hurt the girl i like just as mych so that would hurt me so i guess i got to get over it, its worse than if i had gotten rejected.
Anyway pleanty more girls but 17 years and only one girl has had any effect on me at all.
Moan over:(
but inside i was hurting.:wub:
I am happy for the girl because she looks happy and I get some sort of coselation out of that.
long story short
Last year i had this crush on a girl where i was scared because she was the only girl that make my heart do backflips.
6 months on i try to ask her out. i say i Like her and she said OH and i bottled it and gave up.
Now its one year on and i been trying to ask her out all this time.
Now her little bro knows about my crush and winds me up about it but he doesn't know for sure, hes just living on a rumor.
anyway he said she had a boyfriend and how she was always on the mobile to him, at first i thought he was winding me up, actually wishing it. but yep she was on the mobile allot.
then he started to take the mick of how i looked really mad but i just smiled and said that it was nice for her:(
Im so jelous of whover that boy is and id love to ounch his lights out but that would probabally hurt the girl i like just as mych so that would hurt me so i guess i got to get over it, its worse than if i had gotten rejected.
Anyway pleanty more girls but 17 years and only one girl has had any effect on me at all.
Moan over:(
but inside i was hurting.:wub:
I am happy for the girl because she looks happy and I get some sort of coselation out of that.