Underground_Network
December 12th, 2008, 09:43 PM
This is where I stand
In between the intersection
Of love and hate
And this is where I fall
The place I meet my fate. [talked]
Because every fucking day
I try my hardest to stay awake
And get done what needs to be done
But I can't and now I see
How to set things straight.
I must decline the notion
To return to what is done
And move on forward
To accomplish things
I've never known that I could do.
I must find my sanity
I must declare humanity
To be a part of me
So I can finally see
Why I should come clean.
The past is my own mess
And I will fix it up
By fidgeting with the meaning
Of what it is to die (or of what it is to live...)
And what it is to lie beside you
Crying my heart out, crying my heart out...
But still every fucking day
I try my hardest to stay awake
And get done what needs to be done
But I can't and now I see...
The past has finally won.
I can't take one step forward
When I know I'll fall
Back down again, eventually...
Because the past is still a part of me
That I cannot let go of....
It's glued to me
Like glitter on a sheet
Of paper lost in time
Of paper no longer meaningful
Of paper that's not real...
Like the meaning of my life
It's simply hard to find
Until you realize
That it's just not there
Because nobody cares...
And still today I try
My hardest to stay awake
And get done what needs to be done
But I can't and now I see...
My heart has finally stopped.
The blood no longer glides along
The path set forth by the vein
It flows through; and my capillaries burst
In an effort to replace
The mistakes that I've made
That are laced in my DNA.
Lying beside you
I can't decide
If what's worse
Is living or dying...
I'm pleading my heart out
Bleeding my heart out.
Crying my heart out...
When will it all end? (Or is this is all that's left?)
Fate is a funny thing.
You never know when the roads
That lead to greatness
Are behind you
And when the roads that lead to your own undoing
Are the roads in front of you
Until you take that one fateful step
Forward in time. [talked]
In between the intersection
Of love and hate
And this is where I fall
The place I meet my fate. [talked]
Because every fucking day
I try my hardest to stay awake
And get done what needs to be done
But I can't and now I see
How to set things straight.
I must decline the notion
To return to what is done
And move on forward
To accomplish things
I've never known that I could do.
I must find my sanity
I must declare humanity
To be a part of me
So I can finally see
Why I should come clean.
The past is my own mess
And I will fix it up
By fidgeting with the meaning
Of what it is to die (or of what it is to live...)
And what it is to lie beside you
Crying my heart out, crying my heart out...
But still every fucking day
I try my hardest to stay awake
And get done what needs to be done
But I can't and now I see...
The past has finally won.
I can't take one step forward
When I know I'll fall
Back down again, eventually...
Because the past is still a part of me
That I cannot let go of....
It's glued to me
Like glitter on a sheet
Of paper lost in time
Of paper no longer meaningful
Of paper that's not real...
Like the meaning of my life
It's simply hard to find
Until you realize
That it's just not there
Because nobody cares...
And still today I try
My hardest to stay awake
And get done what needs to be done
But I can't and now I see...
My heart has finally stopped.
The blood no longer glides along
The path set forth by the vein
It flows through; and my capillaries burst
In an effort to replace
The mistakes that I've made
That are laced in my DNA.
Lying beside you
I can't decide
If what's worse
Is living or dying...
I'm pleading my heart out
Bleeding my heart out.
Crying my heart out...
When will it all end? (Or is this is all that's left?)
Fate is a funny thing.
You never know when the roads
That lead to greatness
Are behind you
And when the roads that lead to your own undoing
Are the roads in front of you
Until you take that one fateful step
Forward in time. [talked]