Urge & Opportunity = Great Temptation

[Sapphire]

Really want to cut. Really do.
He's out now.
I could do it. I could cut.
Or I could drink some more...
Oh, I wish my mind would stop going round in circles.

[Atonement]

Or you could be safe and be rest assured that the people here care about you and your wellbeing and the fact that you should stay online with us and be happy. :D :hug:

[Sapphire]

I care about my wellbeing too. It's just too much at the moment. I'm on the brink of tears, even though I won't let myself go there. That, combined with how much I miss it, is so overwhelming.

[eikookmi]

Dont, i did yesterday and when i look at it i regret it. I wish i had more self control the past few days.
Just distract yourself and do something else.

[Atonement]

You've beaten it before. you can do it again and keep going. You will regret doing it when you are done. Add me on MSN and I'll distract you. :D

[eikookmi]

You can do it. Me or vindication will distract you if u want on msn. :]

[Cindex]

Just do something else you can't do when he's not home. Play really loud music or walk around without clothes or something.

It keeps your mind off.

[The Batman]

Find something to make you happy and get your mind off of it. You know as well as anyone on here that by going back to cutting it'll do nothing good for you.

[Sapphire]

My window of opportunity has vanished into thin air.
He was back sooner than I expected.
I cried.
I hate crying and I actually did it.
He read this thread and we've spoken briefly about things.
He's changing and then we will watch a film before bed.
I won't get a chance to do it tonight :(...

[Atonement]

Good. Stay safe, love. :daisy:

[eikookmi]

Good. Don't. :]

[Synthslave]

just look at your hand and ask yourself if you want more scars.it worked for me.it works.always.

[Hyper]

Well I'm glad ''he'' got back and that whoever he is, he stops You.

And crying can be a very good thing :P

[Sapphire]

"He" is my boyfriend.

Have been ever more tearful (damn hormones! lol) and even cried in the middle of a shop yesterday. I hate being like this.
He has been brilliant though and looks after me - even walked all over town yesterday to buy me an advent calendar! :)

The urges have lessened dramatically. Almost completely gone. Think that the run up to that time of month just wreaks havoc with my way of looking at things.

[Gumleaf]

"He" is my boyfriend.

Have been ever more tearful (damn hormones! lol) and even cried in the middle of a shop yesterday. I hate being like this.
He has been brilliant though and looks after me - even walked all over town yesterday to buy me an advent calendar! :)

The urges have lessened dramatically. Almost completely gone. Think that the run up to that time of month just wreaks havoc with my way of looking at things.

thats awesome that the urges have nearly gone carole. i hope it stays that way. :D

[electric7rocker]

Think that the run up to that time of month just wreaks havoc with my way of looking at things.

yeah my urges always got a little worse around then too...
but now im on the pill and my pmsing isnt so bad lol

[Sapphire]

Lol, that's good. I seem to be getting quite emotional (wanting to cry) around that point nowadays and that isn't something that sits well with me. So, I get drunk and consider cutting again and then sometimes cry. lol.

[chelsay13]

I get this exact feeling. especially now...
i have a HUGE project worth my grade in Histroy, English, and Reading.
But whenever I feel like i want to cut, I always think about my friends, family, loved adults.
I NEVER want to harm myself after i think of them.
I also think about how this could really screw up my life even more.
Please, don't hurt yourself.
If I can make it, so can you.