Blueberryz
December 1st, 2008, 07:13 PM
i managed to stop cutting a year ago but recently i have been depressed earlier today i had a panic attack i was shaking and i couldn't stop pacing, i ended up phoning my mum (she knows that i used to cut) and she calmed me down a bit but when she came home from work all she did was blame me for everything like when the cat knocked over a glass that she put on the side two minutes before and some other things happed after that i wont go in to too much detail i ended up cutting my arm with a razor blade and i know it will take me ages to stop again and when i do stop i will probably start again after one month it has been like this for the last two years.
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