Depressed!

[DarkWingedAngel]

So everyone here knows I have been all depressed for awhile.

I have know idea what happened but randomly after someone said something I started breaking out in tears.
Now for me this is big thing, I have not cried for years and last time I cried was because I broke my leg.
But then today im breaking out in tears. What's wrong with me?

I feel like shit and feel like the whole world hates me.
I have already made a suicide attempt today.
I hate my life, and what it has become.

I don't know when this feeling will go away, it might never go away.
But I hope it does because I will end up killing myself someday.
I just wish people would care.

sorry for the rantish thread I just needed to let that out.

[Callwaiting]

It's the emotions overflowing, in some ways its good to let it out.
You have a lot of people who care about you btw, we'd be devestated if you took your own life. Try to think positive, take one day at a time and never give in to the temptation of suicide!
Remember we are and will always be here for you, please PM me if you want to talk :)

[DarkWingedAngel]

yea right
i have random people that say they hate my guys
my mom doesn't give a shit of what i do
no one cares about me at all

[zarri]

You're wrong. Lots of people care. It's east to feel alone right now. I know I do. But committing suicide isn't the answer.

You know, if you aren't dead, there is still a reason that you are alive. There is someone you still need to meet, there is some place you still need to go, there is something you still need to do! Don't give up!

[DarkWingedAngel]

Trust me a gave up along time ago
I have been trying to get out of this state for sometime

[zarri]

That doesn't mean that you can't rise up from the ashes! You can be a phoenix!

I know the feeling. Just this summer I finally, for the first time in my life left California, (I'm 14. :P), and we only went to Nevada.

[DarkWingedAngel]

my life is bound to go
so why not just save the pain and do it myself

[zarri]

Look, you posted this thread for a reason, correct? And if you won't listen to what I have to say, then I'm sorry I bothered. Just know that someone out there cares for you, and that you aren't alone, and that no matter how bad you have it, someone else has it worse. Live gets better. I promise.