eikookmi
November 17th, 2008, 10:10 AM
i wasn't sure where to post this..
lately maybe about 2 weeks or so i've been sleeping at odd times i guess. I either finally go to sleep at around 7 am or i barely sleep. The only time iseem to eat would be at dinner but only because i make myself and to make my stomachstop hurting a bit. Eating seems disgusting to me right now. And lately all of this has been affecting me physically. I randomly start feeling really bad which i guess its expected but i get in physical pain from not eating and not sleeping that i just want to die already. But the thing is i cant make myself sleep regularly or eat regularly..and my mom says it looks like i lost weight...im not trying to or anything. Like right now i've been up all night and didnt' eat much at dinner and im hungry. its 7am but i prob wont eat anything till its dunner again or maybe nibble on something at noon. But only to make my stomach shut up. i've been hating eating lately. And i just cant sleep.
lately maybe about 2 weeks or so i've been sleeping at odd times i guess. I either finally go to sleep at around 7 am or i barely sleep. The only time iseem to eat would be at dinner but only because i make myself and to make my stomachstop hurting a bit. Eating seems disgusting to me right now. And lately all of this has been affecting me physically. I randomly start feeling really bad which i guess its expected but i get in physical pain from not eating and not sleeping that i just want to die already. But the thing is i cant make myself sleep regularly or eat regularly..and my mom says it looks like i lost weight...im not trying to or anything. Like right now i've been up all night and didnt' eat much at dinner and im hungry. its 7am but i prob wont eat anything till its dunner again or maybe nibble on something at noon. But only to make my stomach shut up. i've been hating eating lately. And i just cant sleep.