Halibut
November 13th, 2008, 06:16 PM
So. I have wanted to be many things since i was little. BUT right now i would really like to be a physcologist, but i would also like to take a job in child care, law, or anthropology, or be a nurse.
The thing is i dont think im smart enough. i have depression and diabetes. and i have highblood sugars alot which makes it hard to concentrate apparently(hospital told me that.) SO i have a hard time focusing. I am home schooled well its a online school. I am trying to do my best and i really do love physcology. I dont do well in tests though. But i love the whole thing of it. More so the social worker part of it. Being a lawyer, i would have to have amazing grades. OH and i really want to be a writer. But im not sure if im good enough. I love writing poetry and have some published. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, or what i want to be and if i am capable of doing it. I know im 16 but im almost 17. and then i only have a year to go till im 18. Its scary and i dont know what im going to do.
The thing is i dont think im smart enough. i have depression and diabetes. and i have highblood sugars alot which makes it hard to concentrate apparently(hospital told me that.) SO i have a hard time focusing. I am home schooled well its a online school. I am trying to do my best and i really do love physcology. I dont do well in tests though. But i love the whole thing of it. More so the social worker part of it. Being a lawyer, i would have to have amazing grades. OH and i really want to be a writer. But im not sure if im good enough. I love writing poetry and have some published. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, or what i want to be and if i am capable of doing it. I know im 16 but im almost 17. and then i only have a year to go till im 18. Its scary and i dont know what im going to do.