I feel like ive lost him

[Buggahh]

I feel like ive lost my best friend for good i told him i was in love with him last night. And things are really awkward between us. I should of just kept my mouth shut. Normally I can tell him anything and its not awkward at all but this is different so different. Me and my mum keep talking about him and everything was back like it used to be. Until last night until i told him how i felt.
Now its different its never been like this before i feel empty he makes me complete.I felt worthless so i told him exactly how i felt, what he meant to me. And he said that me not being good enough and i quote ' it's not bloody he never usually says that unless he is completely passionate about it but he cant be about me not be good enough :/
and that 'i do so much for him' and 'im a big part of his life' i dont know what he means but i know that i cant lose him because if i do then ive lost a part of me. Ive lost a hole chunk of my life.


I wish he could love me. But loads of girls love him. He's still getting over his ex :/


sorry if this is in the wrong place but it feels like a loss to me.

[just-me]

the thing you have to realise is that, although you would love to be in a relationship with him, friends are better than nothing.
its probably not the best thing but if i was you i would talk to him naturally like before, almost pretend it never happened but show him that it didnt mean things have to change.

[Buggahh]

I know that me and him are never going to happen. But I had to get it out. I'm trying to talk to him as normal but hes gone all quiet :/ i always mess up. It tears me apart seeing him destroyed by every girl he falls for hes sending off mixed signals, im always left to pick up the pieces and well i wish id never said anything now. When he told me his mum died i burst into tears and cried all night because i hated knowing that he was hurting again it destroyed me to see him in so much pain.

[just-me]

i know what it you mean. it was right for you to tell him other wise it would eat away at you, and with time things should get back to normal. you are a great friend by the sounds of things and he would miss out to loose you. just keep acting normal. it will get better.

[Halibut]

awe im sorry. well at least you will go through life knowing what happened rather then not do a thing and always wonder what would have happened.:cool:

[Buggahh]

Tbh i think he's lost himself. I think things might get better with time. Well I hope they do.

[Buggahh]

Sorry about the double post. He said everythings gonna be okay but im not so sure


Everythings sorted now :] although, his sisters got lukemia, why him eh? hes the most amazing person i have ever met but they have to choose him... hes still getting over cancer :/