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Techno Monster
November 9th, 2008, 08:00 PM
I think about cutting when I'm sad, but I never do it... Can I be a normal sad person?
When will these thoughts stop? I have not cut in FOREVER. Will I always think about cutting when I'm sad? Does anyone else have this problem?
When I see the scars from long ago, I can't believe I was the same person back then. I told myself I'd never go back to who I was... a monster...
Do these thoughts ever go away???

jacknife
November 9th, 2008, 08:52 PM
Well, there are no "normal" sad people. The desire to be "normal" is just one form of the deeper desire to be accepted; and I am sure there are people in your life who accept you for who you are.

I don't know if you'll ever be able to stop thinking about cutting. It could go away with time or it might stay for a long while - I'm afraid I'm not really sure. Sorry. :(

jacknife
November 9th, 2008, 08:53 PM
Sorry, double post.

Sapphire
November 9th, 2008, 09:16 PM
I have made a post along similar lines (see "once a cutter, always a cutter")
I don't think the thoughts ever completely go away. I think that they will always be there in lesser or greater degrees.

just-me
November 10th, 2008, 05:01 PM
i dont think these thoughts will ever escape me, if they are strong enough to make us scar ourselves physically, then why not mentally?
hmm i dont know.