Buggahh
November 9th, 2008, 01:58 PM
Ely,
He was my best friend. Every time he took a breath he breathed another lie, a lie that he was okay, a lie that ruined my life. But I don't blame him, not at all. He was the most kindest, caring most perfect guy and on july 23rd 2007 (my sisters birthday) he took his own life because the pain of the bullying had become too much the night before he comitted suicide he kissed my friend, he left her the job of telling everyone, he left us to pick up the pieces and try to rebuild our lives that will never be the same because of the bullies that had nothing better to do than to bully him and it tears me apart to know that all the little snide remarks that people made were the cause of death but you dont see them put that on the death certificate do you cause of death suicide by bullying he didnt mean to well thats what the spiritualist said i guess what im trying to say is that the bullies dont even realise how much impact they have on peoples lives it should be stopped now!
Taz
He was my boyfriend and I was the reason for his death he was going to work one day to get money to come and see me when he was shot he tried to talk them out of it but they didnt listen so again I lost somebody else this again is another thing that needs to stop shootings.. im not going to say how these have affected me how much these boys meant to me because i will only end up breaking down but to those people who are thinking of comitting suicide or self harming i have been there so i know.
Imagine what it would be like for one of your friends or family to have to find you in tears after self harming not capable to clean up the cuts yourself so they have to imagine how it feels having to go to the hospital with you when youve tried to comit suicide having to phone the ambulance each time you try to and then getting beaten up by a relative for helping well... I had to clean up my dads cuts and phoned the ambulance both times the first time our aunt beat up me and my sister the second i spent the night at the hospital with my dad knowing how hurt he was petrified that i was going to loose him too.
He was my best friend. Every time he took a breath he breathed another lie, a lie that he was okay, a lie that ruined my life. But I don't blame him, not at all. He was the most kindest, caring most perfect guy and on july 23rd 2007 (my sisters birthday) he took his own life because the pain of the bullying had become too much the night before he comitted suicide he kissed my friend, he left her the job of telling everyone, he left us to pick up the pieces and try to rebuild our lives that will never be the same because of the bullies that had nothing better to do than to bully him and it tears me apart to know that all the little snide remarks that people made were the cause of death but you dont see them put that on the death certificate do you cause of death suicide by bullying he didnt mean to well thats what the spiritualist said i guess what im trying to say is that the bullies dont even realise how much impact they have on peoples lives it should be stopped now!
Taz
He was my boyfriend and I was the reason for his death he was going to work one day to get money to come and see me when he was shot he tried to talk them out of it but they didnt listen so again I lost somebody else this again is another thing that needs to stop shootings.. im not going to say how these have affected me how much these boys meant to me because i will only end up breaking down but to those people who are thinking of comitting suicide or self harming i have been there so i know.
Imagine what it would be like for one of your friends or family to have to find you in tears after self harming not capable to clean up the cuts yourself so they have to imagine how it feels having to go to the hospital with you when youve tried to comit suicide having to phone the ambulance each time you try to and then getting beaten up by a relative for helping well... I had to clean up my dads cuts and phoned the ambulance both times the first time our aunt beat up me and my sister the second i spent the night at the hospital with my dad knowing how hurt he was petrified that i was going to loose him too.