On the edge.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

I'm sitting here,
with a razor,
and a glass of beer.
trying to decide which to grab.

Something very seriouse is happening to me.
and to be quite honest,
i'm scared.
it's been a while since i've been so bad i've been this worried.
Everyday the load gets bigger and bigger,
more things to worry about, stress about.
I can't stop it.
I haven't cut (yet)
I'm trying to fight the urge,
i ran it lightly across my skin,
I didnt press down,
but
even the little sting feels so good.

I'm a complete wreak,
And i'm not sure of what to do.

[Underground_Network]

Wow, Tegan, I'm shocked and disturbed by the fact that no one responded. I read this, twice, last night, but I myself was feeling too down to respond.

Tegan, just know that we're here for you, and that you can have a great life, if you just try. I know, trying is hard, sometimes it seems impossible, but you just have to try to move on and get on with your life. You have to hold strong and keep things together. You can't just let things fall apart. If you ever need someone to fall back on, I'm here, and so is VT [most of the time... :/]. Tegan, just think before you act. Some things can't be undone; don't make a tragic mistake. :/

[Jekyll]

hey there are aletnatives to cutting. as good as it feels there is no getting away from it when you have done it. grab a beer and turn on your favorite music or dvd. invite a friend round and youll not be able to cut.