My recent beginning - Help with understanding?

[embo]

gone baby gone

[Atonement]

Well I didn't read all of it, but If you ever want to just talk, just PM me. I totally understand the feelings that I did read.

*for future reference, use paragraph breaks to make it not as BLAH! overwhelminglylong.*

[embo]

Thank you. If I ever need to I will. And I didn't consider that but I'll definitely use paragraph breaks in the future...

[Tori]

With cutting, I think a little piece of you always wants attention. Maybe not even that much, but just a sign someone cares or understands how you feel about something. That's completely human, though. Nothing to feel bad over.

Also, even if things seem relatively small and unimportant in retrospect, that doesn't mean you didn't deserve to feel upset about whatever it was. If something bugs you enough that you need to find some way to cope (cutting, in your case), it's valid.

Cutting usually makes you feel ridiculous.. Either because you just did something that will be hard to hide, or you didn't cut enough to not feel like a wimp. (Well, for me.)

You shouldn't feel ashamed, even though it's probably impossible not to.

I think I'm just rambling in short bursts now. XD;

I'm not entirely certain what you're asking for, but everything you wrote was something I think I can identify with. I hope I said something helpful within this mess of a reply. >_>; If you want to explain anymore, I'd definitely be open to listen. : )

[just-me]

ive just read this and completely understand what you mean. when i cut i feel so great, so acomplish, i dont feel the pain and if i do it makes the experience all the better. but in the mornin its a different story, when i cant sleep because i role onto a cut, when i have to try and cover them up and try not to ince when someone accidently grabs my rist. but the scariest thing is i keep doin it.

please. for your own sake. dont do it again. it is like an addiction. an addiction im always fighting.
next time think no, i can cope. i can cope ...

[Jekyll]

hey i think you were just upset and everyone deals with it in there own way.but there are reprecitions from cutting i thing you alread know but even furter down the line you really dont wanna see the scars on your arm still. as much as people say they cant see anything i can still see every single scar on my body. thats something you really dont wanna live with. if you ever need to talk or anything just pm me or something.