Help me

[amIweird]

OK my life has been a whirl wind of crap.
I've moved 17 times, gone to 10 diffrent schools (I'm in 10th grade) had3 diff dads but the one i have now was with me for 8 yrs but then they split up, my mom took me, they kept fighting, ive lived in co for years, and then my mom was like "oh i cant get over this depression were moving back to TX so i can be with family) and we did and I have NO ONE down here and I want to kill myself and that not even the start of it my life has been more fucked up and worse shit has happened than anything and the only way i can deal with it is by taking pills and doing drugs but my mom found out about that so i cant do it any more and im one step away from suicide HELP

[byee]

Yes, your life has been rough, and I'm sorry about it. However, look at it this way: You're in 10th grade, so it's the home stretch here, you're almost (mercifully!) done with childhood. Then, it's your time.

Make plans to make that time a good, productive time. Set some goals for yourself, and chart a course to get there. Use the guidance counsellor to help get there. Forget about the past, there's no future in it.

Sometimes, the best thing you can do when it's really bad is look ahead to tomorrow, which in your case isn't that far away. Just making a plan, setting some goals can really help change the perspective from what's going on right now.

[chickyhannah]

take deep breaths and whenever you get urges to kill yourself just walk away. if needed go to therapy. yes. it means telling your mum/dad. but it will be worth it and just think when your 18/19 your offically an adult and you can move out if your still unhappy. :)