It Hurts..

[xxSilentScreamerxx]

Isnt it the worst thing when you lose a friend? I met a guy and put total trust in him. I thought he would help me feel beter but he fucked me up even more and just left.. Hardly wants to know me anymore.. Always fight. I feel so betrayed, i miss him, his hugs.. His confort and always making me smile and laugh..
This proberly doesnt make sense to you but.. i really thought he was different.. I trusted him with everything and he left me to fall apart and just laughed in my face about how weak i am..
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[byee]

Oh, yuck. Sorry for your loss. Loss of any kind always feels awful. But it passes.

maybe it's not so wise to look to put 'total trust' in a guy so fast. Maybe you need to wait, take it slow, get to know eachother more. Base it more on your comfort with him as a partner rather than your neediness.