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[DoYouLikeCookies]

Ive been thorough alot in my life.
That I have mentally blocked.
So i am always paranoid that something is out to get meh or something is going on behind my back.
I dont trust anyone and I really never said I love you to anyone to my dog that got run over by someone who just drove away.
When people praise me i usually mumble something like stfu or curse under my breath.
When I go to school i have a normal day. people think i am happy actually the happiest times i have are at school because at home I have to put up a wall the moment I come in or I get stabbed in the back again.
I started self harming last year.
Been good for 4 months then people tainted meh and the cycle started all over again.
Anyone else out there like meh?
Dont close your eyes! THTS WHEN THEY GET YOU!

[Callwaiting]

Well I think I speak for the entire VT community when I say you're always welcome to come and have a rant here when it becomes too much.

But it sounds like you need someone to have a good conversation with someone experienced, maybe the school counseller might be able to help you out?
SH is a REALLY terrible habit to get into and a bitch to get out of, so I'd try to stop before it goes too far.

Sorry that I can't post anything more specific, but I don't really know you at all so I can't think of anything else to say right now :P .

Anyway feel free to PM me if you want to talk about anything!

[fireice99]

I'm sorry abt yr dog... i was mentally tortured before... but i had two choices. So do you.

1) Wallow in self pity, injure myself for THE IDIOTS WHO DONT GIVE A f*** WHETHER I LIVE OR DIE?


Please dont take option 1. stfu= shut the f*** up?
Why? if i may venture to take a guess, you're insecure. (pm me if u ike).

Please dont let whoever get you. You're not doing anything good to them or yourself.
Thats most important. Yourself.