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Barin
October 25th, 2008, 04:21 PM
I KNOW THIS IS REALLY LONG BUT IM BEGGING U TO READ IT: ok so when i was a kid my mom was married to my biological father whos name is apparently David Madding apparently he was abusive and one day he went into my moms room while she wasnt in it, locked the door and i was in ther with him. not long after they got a divorce. i was just a baby then so i never new my father. now i like to watch porn even though i tell myself to stop but i like it. i also do other things i really regret but u hav to pm me for those. any way i was wondering if u think i got that from my dad or if its just hormones. also will i become like my dad? now for no reason my 2 half sisters and 1 half brother are in there 30s right now! and one last question......WAT DO I DO????!!!!!!
MrTeen14
October 25th, 2008, 04:30 PM
i don't see how you looking at porn has much/if anything to do with your father, could you explain what you mean when you say you think you got that from your dad.
Barin
October 25th, 2008, 04:41 PM
to clarify im wondering if its just raging hormones or if im i pervert because of my dad. and its not just porn by the way.
theOperaGhost
October 25th, 2008, 04:55 PM
Boys puberty --> General questions
Neverender
October 25th, 2008, 05:41 PM
I KNOW THIS IS REALLY LONG BUT IM BEGGING U TO READ IT

well this post isn't really long. you havent seen long posts on this site yet.


to clarify im wondering if its just raging hormones or if im i pervert because of my dad. and its not just porn by the way.

and no. your not a pervert because of your dad. its likely just hormones. and anything else you may have done with another guy is called experimanting, and its a normal part of puberty.
byee
October 25th, 2008, 08:47 PM
Well, it sounds like you might have experienced something 'inappropriate' there with your dad. Eventhough you were young, it could conceivably affect your sexual stuff now.

Looking at porn and being aorused by it are sorta normal, if that porn is 'regular' stuff. However, you allude to 'other' things, too, and without more specifics about that, it's hard to determine if that might be a worrisome indicator of whatever might have happened with your dad. Can you give us some details?