Done, for good.

[Fiending_the_freedom]

So me and brendan broke up a couple days ago.
I'm done with him, for GOOD.

We were already on a "break", things were getting rocky, but i slept at his house on friday and in the morning we broke up.

He did something really terrible, that i can't even bring myself to say it out loud, or even write it here.

so i'm not going to get into detail about this, I'll just say he violated my trust, and that can never be repaired (and no, he didn't cheat on me)



Great, add trust issues onto my list of problems.



it feels so weird, after ten months being with him.



I'm not going to date for a longgggggggggggg time.



Well, i've been sleeping and moping way too much, so I've decided today, i'm going to clean my room, which is a shit hole, and will probably make me feel better, and yesterday i bought myself my 2nd tattoo, a heart with devil horns (suits me don't you think? I break every guys heart that i date XD)) on my upper middle back, and i LOVE it, it made me feel better (brendan was going to buy it for me for my birthday)

I got the idea of it from my necklace.

anyways, i know i said i would clean but...

a couple more hours in bed can't hurt..

[thesphinx]

Well I'm glad that you two broke up by the sounds of it he didn't deserve you.
Tegan stay strong you are making the right decisions here and you just have to keep trying and one day these problems will be in the past.
:hug:

[xGodsMinionx]

Ouch. i kinda had the same situation you did. me and my ex girlfriend broke up after many months of being together and i moped around for a long long time. just never at home i would always just go down to the park and be by myself so i didnt have to be around my parents because it is really akward because they never really connect with me and they never really care to know whats going on in my life so i never really let them in ive kinda always pushed me away.

but it had been like a month since we broke up and i let myself get into another relationship but i hate it because im always afraid im gonna do something wrong to mess it up and shit because idk i just always get scared in relationships because ive never been "good enough" before and it really hurts because i dont know how to sustain a stable relationship becides giving the person everything i am. and in the end it always ends up in a major breakdown and bad things happen. i used to cutt and everything but i finally let go of that... i turn 18 in 2 weeks from yesterday so im gonna go do stuff ive never been able to do that ive always wanted to do. like a tatoo and getting my tongue peirced.. but i gotta wait till after my b-day to get my tattoo because its on the 29th of october. but i donate blood on the 31st... but yeh.

just stay strong. do things that make YOU happy and fuck everyone else. ive learned that after a roung breakup doing stuff that made/makes you happy is really the best cure for a broken heart.... and then one day finally meeting someone who can repair the damages is the cherry on top...

ive still yet to find that person. and so have many others.

just know your not alone. and all of us here are here for you =] feel free to PM me if u ever need to talk. im a good listener and i tend to give good advice when needed. and if i cant help you i can always find someone who can =]

stay strong, youll get through this