complete mess

[girlygirl]

i dunno even how to explain the way im feeling right now.. my life is like a giant blur and a huge mess. i always seem to feel down even when im out with my mates it's like impossible for me to go hyper with them or hav a laugh.. i just find everything so pointless and borring.. i cnt b bothered with guys anymore coz it always goes badly or i screw up and it goes to shit.. or as of recently i tell a mate i ilke a certain someone and then they end up dating them :( i can never sleep anymore i just lay awake in tears sometimes untill like 4 in the morning and i just feel so distant lost and confused...

anyone feel the same? or cn help me sort things out so i can feel happy ?

x

[thesphinx]

I think I have an idea of how you feel, for I used to be depressed.
I believe you are dealing with Clinical Depression, which is like any other sickness and you there might not be any relevant reason for you feeling this way it could simply be a chemical imbalance in the brain.
I think you should go to your doctor and he might prescribe you medication that could fix this.
when I was dealing with Clinical depression it took 6-7 different medication tries to get the right one but now that I got it right I am happy as ever.
Good Luck!

[Picard]

Life can seem like a blur when you have a lot of decisions to make. The irony is, you have to make most decisions in your teen years, which are hard by themselves (hormones and stuff). But millions of people manage, and so will you.

Teen depression is a bad one, I know, and it's mostly because you can't find a cause. With respect of thesphinx's opinion, I don't think you should use any medications. You should always try to sort things out yourself (of course with help from a professional if you think it's needed) without depending on chemistry. Medications reduce the symptoms, but the underlying cause remains (if there is any, maybe just hormones). But don't listen to any of us : see a professional, he'll know what is best.

Good luck :yes: