Life???

[Buddy]

When im mad or depressed or mad (alot) i just wish i was never born or that i was dead. Sometimes i wonder what it would be like if i hadnt been born and if anyone still wants me to continue life and would it be better if i just killed myself. Who else is like this???:confused:

[Rutherford The Brave]

Quite a few of us are like this, still we signed the no suicide pledge, realized that we need to stay strong, and we got stong together.

[Avalikia]

I felt like that for a few years, actually. I didn't think my life was worth anything to anyone. After I got the help I needed, I found that I couldn't have been more wrong; there are hundreds of people who know me and who would be devastated if I died, and hundreds of people who's lives wouldn't be quite as good if I wasn't there. But when I was depressed I couldn't see that, and I seriously doubt you're any different. It's impossible to go through life without finding people who will unconditionally care about you or without making a difference to someone.

[Θάνατος]

Yeah I think that too, but I have a son now and every time I time lately I want to think about suicide. I think what will my son be like if he grows up with his dad. I would miss his first day of school his first kiss, his first date and all the other first things in his life.

You just have to live day by day and keep your head up. Life is tough but remember that there are lots of others out there that have it worse than you.

[JoshDude]

I have felt like this at times, but you need to stay strong. Thats all you can really do.

[waterplayer]

sometimes i think like that. but i think of all of my freinds, what i've done in life, and what i will do in life

[byee]

I think it's pretty common to wonder what it woulda been like if you weren't born or to wish you weren't born, esp. when you're angry about something. I think it's more a reflection of how angry you are, rather than a real wish to experience nothingness.

You might want to try to understand what it is that's provoking these intense angry feelings and find a way to address them directly. Nothing works on anger better than a good release, like talking about it with the person who's frustrating you. That way, you can address the real casue of what's bothering you, rather than harbor those dark feelings.